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My Due Date: September 1, 2014I have given birth!
Age: 35 years old
Location: Portland, United States
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Trying to stay positive
By Eluria88 » Posted Jan. 16, 2014 4:45pm - 232 views - 1 comment
My last entry may have come off as a bit negative, okay a lot negative. I have never been very good at staying positive but I really do try my best. I did however start making a blanket for my baby after my last appointment, where I got to see the fetal pole. Even though I didn't see a heartbeat (it was too early, i keep telling myself that), I wanted to make something for him/her. Tomorrow I will find out whether I will get to be a mommy in September or not, which would be lovely since my youngest starts school in September and both boys will be out of the house to let me bond with the little one.
I am making a gender neutral blanket because I don't plan on finding out the baby's gender.
I thought about what would happen if I lost this baby and decided I will finish the blanket and donate it to the Pregnancy Resource Center that gave me my ultrasound on my miscarried baby when I didn't have insurance. I have insurance this time around but my husband was laid off and I was under a lot of stress they were extremely helpful in giving me a clinic pregnancy test, and before I miscarried I was even offered free maternity clothing and baby layettes. It's the least I could do to say thanks.
However I am hopeful that this baby will be perfectly fine and I cannot wait to see a heartbeat tomorrow. Thinking positive.
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Trying to stay positive
By Eluria88 » Posted Jan. 16, 2014 4:45pm - 232 views - 1 comment
My last entry may have come off as a bit negative, okay a lot negative. I have never been very good at staying positive but I really do try my best. I did however start making a blanket for my baby after my last appointment, where I got to see the fetal pole. Even though I didn't see a heartbeat (it was too early, i keep telling myself that), I wanted to make something for him/her. Tomorrow I will find out whether I will get to be a mommy in September or not, which would be lovely since my youngest starts school in September and both boys will be out of the house to let me bond with the little one.
I am making a gender neutral blanket because I don't plan on finding out the baby's gender.
I thought about what would happen if I lost this baby and decided I will finish the blanket and donate it to the Pregnancy Resource Center that gave me my ultrasound on my miscarried baby when I didn't have insurance. I have insurance this time around but my husband was laid off and I was under a lot of stress they were extremely helpful in giving me a clinic pregnancy test, and before I miscarried I was even offered free maternity clothing and baby layettes. It's the least I could do to say thanks.
However I am hopeful that this baby will be perfectly fine and I cannot wait to see a heartbeat tomorrow. Thinking positive.
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 | Comment from mrsamanda » Posted Jan. 16, 2014 6:19pm Good luck tomorrow! |
