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aprilluvsmoz's Pregnancy
My Due Date: January 23, 2019I have given birth!
Age: 35 years old
Location: Charlottesville, United States
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Ultrasound Wednesday..
By aprilluvsmoz » Posted Jun. 12, 2018 4:53pm - 378 views - 1 comment
Uhhh... I wish I could get out of my own head. I wanted this pregnancy to be different and enjoy these moments. Now, I am just scared. I'm scared of the appointment, scared of the ultrasound, scared of the results. I was feeling such a sense of calm now that is all gone. The what ifs are the worse... I am trying to remain positive that I will have an amazing ultrasound and see a beautiful heartbeat. My symptoms have been coming and going, not spotting, had decent hcg levels. I believe in my heart everything will be great but what cant my mind agree. I guess this is something I will always battle with since I fell into the category of a person with recurrent pregnancy loss. Fingers Crossed and Prayers up for tomorrow.
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Ultrasound Wednesday..
By aprilluvsmoz » Posted Jun. 12, 2018 4:53pm - 378 views - 1 comment
Uhhh... I wish I could get out of my own head. I wanted this pregnancy to be different and enjoy these moments. Now, I am just scared. I'm scared of the appointment, scared of the ultrasound, scared of the results. I was feeling such a sense of calm now that is all gone. The what ifs are the worse... I am trying to remain positive that I will have an amazing ultrasound and see a beautiful heartbeat. My symptoms have been coming and going, not spotting, had decent hcg levels. I believe in my heart everything will be great but what cant my mind agree. I guess this is something I will always battle with since I fell into the category of a person with recurrent pregnancy loss. Fingers Crossed and Prayers up for tomorrow.
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 | Comment from snolie14 » Posted Jun. 12, 2018 6:53pm Sending love and prayers!! I felt the same way, this weird sense of dread! All is good with my baby girl, but I have several complications - during delivery that is. Hoping tomorrow goes well, which I am sure it will! Stay positive, you don't need the stress! <3 |
