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My Due Date: May 3, 2015I have given birth!
Age: 41 years old
Location: Canada
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So far, so good...
By cosmoholic » Posted Nov. 20, 2014 1:17pm - 314 views - 1 comment
Here we are - 16 weeks into what is seeming to be a healthy pregnancy. After suffering repeated losses, it's a little overwhelming to have gotten to this point. There is always a nagging voice in the back of my head saying "what if" and "if everything continues to go well"... It's hard to stay positive some days.
And then there's days like today.
Last week, I could have sworn I felt a lot of fluttering/movement while out at the movies with my hubby. Even though I KNEW it wasn't gas or anything like that, I was still hesitant to definitely say "yes, I felt my baby move" (the scars from the MMC's are hard to overcome sometimes... and I am always afraid of acknowledging that things are going well out of fear that I'll find out at my next appointment that the baby was already gone by that point).
Today, I had some very hard kicks/punches from the wee one. Definite, hard, THUMPS in my lower abdomen. There is no mistaking the sensation or shying away from it... there is a BABY in there who seems to be doing well. :)
Heart = melted
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So far, so good...
By cosmoholic » Posted Nov. 20, 2014 1:17pm - 314 views - 1 comment
Here we are - 16 weeks into what is seeming to be a healthy pregnancy. After suffering repeated losses, it's a little overwhelming to have gotten to this point. There is always a nagging voice in the back of my head saying "what if" and "if everything continues to go well"... It's hard to stay positive some days.
And then there's days like today.
Last week, I could have sworn I felt a lot of fluttering/movement while out at the movies with my hubby. Even though I KNEW it wasn't gas or anything like that, I was still hesitant to definitely say "yes, I felt my baby move" (the scars from the MMC's are hard to overcome sometimes... and I am always afraid of acknowledging that things are going well out of fear that I'll find out at my next appointment that the baby was already gone by that point).
Today, I had some very hard kicks/punches from the wee one. Definite, hard, THUMPS in my lower abdomen. There is no mistaking the sensation or shying away from it... there is a BABY in there who seems to be doing well. :)
Heart = melted
Comments for this Journal Entry
 | Comment from football_girl » Posted Nov. 20, 2014 1:40pm First, I'm sorry about your previous losses. A loss is devastating. But yay for little baby movements! It's the best feeling ever! Hopefully that'll help you worry less and enjoy the pregnancy more :) |
