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Carlee's Pregnancy
My Due Date: October 21, 2018I am postpartum » My due date was more than 2 weeks ago
Age: 40 years old
Location: France
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Today part 1
By Carlee » Posted Mar. 15, 2018 1:37am - 208 views - 0 comments
My scan is in 2hrs time. My papers are all ready and I put plenty of tissues in my handbag since I know I will be in floods of tears.
I'm currently sitting of the edge of my bed in my PJs sipping a milky decaff and thinking about my so-called husband. Yesterday evening I sent him a msg saying I hope he'd think of us this morning. No reply of course. I just don't understand why he hates us so much. Why is he suddenly so cruel? What did I say or do to deserve this? What did the baby ever do to him to deserve this?
I know. This should be a happy day, I'm going to see my baby for the 1st time. I just can't shake these feelings. My heart bleeds for this baby. He/she deserves so much better. I will get through this but my poor child, that's what hurts the most.
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Today part 1
By Carlee » Posted Mar. 15, 2018 1:37am - 208 views - 0 comments
My scan is in 2hrs time. My papers are all ready and I put plenty of tissues in my handbag since I know I will be in floods of tears.
I'm currently sitting of the edge of my bed in my PJs sipping a milky decaff and thinking about my so-called husband. Yesterday evening I sent him a msg saying I hope he'd think of us this morning. No reply of course. I just don't understand why he hates us so much. Why is he suddenly so cruel? What did I say or do to deserve this? What did the baby ever do to him to deserve this?
I know. This should be a happy day, I'm going to see my baby for the 1st time. I just can't shake these feelings. My heart bleeds for this baby. He/she deserves so much better. I will get through this but my poor child, that's what hurts the most.
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