Carlee's Pregnancy
My Due Date: October 21, 2018I am postpartum » My due date was more than 2 weeks ago
Age: 40 years old
Location: France
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Today part 2
By Carlee » Posted Mar. 15, 2018 4:44am - 427 views - 3 comments
So I just got back from my scan and I am extremely shaken up. Visibility was poor but the technician says I am 9 weeks pregnant and the only thing wrong was that the sac is not well attached to my uterus. I wish she was wong but the fetus measured only 2.4 cm so she couldn't be 5 weeks out in any case.
I'm ashamed to say it but this must mean that my "husband" was right.
He left me whilst I was sleeping on december 16th and left the country. He left me without a word and with some serious financial problems of his making. I tried to reason with him for weeks but to no avail.
On january 25th I did have a regrettable fling but we did use protection and so I thought I could just erase it from my mind. I have never done such a thing before but the guy was cute and kept pestering me and I felt so alone and worthless that I gave in. I know that's not an excuse.
Words cannot express just how ashamed I am.
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Today part 2
By Carlee » Posted Mar. 15, 2018 4:44am - 427 views - 3 comments
So I just got back from my scan and I am extremely shaken up. Visibility was poor but the technician says I am 9 weeks pregnant and the only thing wrong was that the sac is not well attached to my uterus. I wish she was wong but the fetus measured only 2.4 cm so she couldn't be 5 weeks out in any case.
I'm ashamed to say it but this must mean that my "husband" was right.
He left me whilst I was sleeping on december 16th and left the country. He left me without a word and with some serious financial problems of his making. I tried to reason with him for weeks but to no avail.
On january 25th I did have a regrettable fling but we did use protection and so I thought I could just erase it from my mind. I have never done such a thing before but the guy was cute and kept pestering me and I felt so alone and worthless that I gave in. I know that's not an excuse.
Words cannot express just how ashamed I am.
Comments for this Journal Entry
Comment from adiggs » Posted Mar. 16, 2018 6:22pm Also, it's nothing to be ashamed of so don't beat yourself up. Everything happens for a reason and now you have a miracle on the way because of it. | |
Comment from adiggs » Posted Mar. 16, 2018 6:20pm Maybe that guy will be more supportive to his child. | |
Comment from adiggs » Posted Mar. 16, 2018 6:20pm Maybe that guy will be more supportive to his child. |