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Ladytrent's Pregnancy
My Due Date: August 7, 2020I am postpartum » My due date was more than 2 weeks ago
Age: 33 years old
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Baby #4
By Ladytrent » Posted Dec. 14, 2019 10:44pm - 283 views - 0 comments
This is pregnancy 6 and baby 4.
I don’t know why but I can’t get excited this time. I’m scared of giving birth. I have to go back to the hospital I got trapped in when I went into preterm labour with my son. I haven’t been there since they released me in bed rest 5 years ago. I don’t want to go back, I didn’t have a good experience when I was there. But it’s the only place I can go this time. This pregnancy wasn’t planned and a surprise and I just can’t get into it. I hope I feel better after the ultrasound this week. I feel like a horrible mom because of my feelings. And then I’m scared because I’m having an easy time with this one it will be another blighted ovum.
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Baby #4
By Ladytrent » Posted Dec. 14, 2019 10:44pm - 283 views - 0 comments
This is pregnancy 6 and baby 4.
I don’t know why but I can’t get excited this time. I’m scared of giving birth. I have to go back to the hospital I got trapped in when I went into preterm labour with my son. I haven’t been there since they released me in bed rest 5 years ago. I don’t want to go back, I didn’t have a good experience when I was there. But it’s the only place I can go this time. This pregnancy wasn’t planned and a surprise and I just can’t get into it. I hope I feel better after the ultrasound this week. I feel like a horrible mom because of my feelings. And then I’m scared because I’m having an easy time with this one it will be another blighted ovum.
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