proudmamaerica's Pregnancy
My Due Date: March 19, 2016I have given birth!
Age: 37 years old
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scheduled first ultrasound
By proudmamaerica » Posted Jul. 23, 2015 3:48pm - 238 views - 3 comments
My first ultrasound will be on wednesday the 29th. The day before my daughter turns 3. :)
My HCG finally reached over 5,000 and they said one it was we could make the appt. About time. I've been so worried. Prior loss makes you crazy I swear. I feel like every time I go to the bathroom I'm going to see blood. I feel like any night now I'm going to wake up in the middle of the night sheets soaked in blood like they were with my daughter.... everything scares me. I just want to see that tiny heartbeat and hear it and know that everything is well and hope that even after we hear the heartbeat that all will be well. Because even though I have not personally experienced it, I know that a heartbeat doesn't put you in the clear. I can still lose it.
Wednesday is going to take forever to get here. I just know it. Please let there be a heartbeat. Please.
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scheduled first ultrasound
By proudmamaerica » Posted Jul. 23, 2015 3:48pm - 238 views - 3 comments
My first ultrasound will be on wednesday the 29th. The day before my daughter turns 3. :)
My HCG finally reached over 5,000 and they said one it was we could make the appt. About time. I've been so worried. Prior loss makes you crazy I swear. I feel like every time I go to the bathroom I'm going to see blood. I feel like any night now I'm going to wake up in the middle of the night sheets soaked in blood like they were with my daughter.... everything scares me. I just want to see that tiny heartbeat and hear it and know that everything is well and hope that even after we hear the heartbeat that all will be well. Because even though I have not personally experienced it, I know that a heartbeat doesn't put you in the clear. I can still lose it.
Wednesday is going to take forever to get here. I just know it. Please let there be a heartbeat. Please.
Comments for this Journal Entry
Comment from MalPal85 » Posted Jul. 24, 2015 8:23am Good luck on your first appointment! Can't wait to hear about it! | |
Comment from Alice_Wonderer » Posted Jul. 24, 2015 6:57am Yaay, I'm so excited they FINALLY gave you the appointment!!! :-) Wednesday does seem like a lifetime away when you're waiting for your first ultrasound... Hun, I hope it will be Wednesday soon and I'm praying you'll see a lovely heartbeat!!! | |
Comment from Kitten90 » Posted Jul. 23, 2015 7:10pm Yep I know it seems like forever away! It'll get here though and fingers crossed you'll see that little bean and heart ticking away =) |