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My Due Date: September 19, 2013I am postpartum » My due date was more than 2 weeks ago
Age: 40 years old
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Too scared to be excited....
By natdes » Posted Jan. 20, 2013 6:58am - 206 views - 2 comments
My poor husband.. he`s excited about this pregnancy.. Me on the other hand.. I`m too scared to feel anything but fear!!!! This is our 3rd pregnancy.. My first 2 ended in miscarriages (baby1 June/2011, baby 2 May/2012) both between 10-13 wks, both resulted in D&C's..
The doctors wouldn't test me for anything until I lost 3 babies.. I CAN'T go through another loss.. this baby has to stick til the end because emotionally.. I just can't do this anymore.... I don't even WANT to get excited to just be in an emotional mess if I lose again...
*sigh* this is going to be a long 10 wks.. If I can at least hear my baby's heartbeat at my first prenatal appt... it will take some pressure off...
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Too scared to be excited....
By natdes » Posted Jan. 20, 2013 6:58am - 206 views - 2 comments
My poor husband.. he`s excited about this pregnancy.. Me on the other hand.. I`m too scared to feel anything but fear!!!! This is our 3rd pregnancy.. My first 2 ended in miscarriages (baby1 June/2011, baby 2 May/2012) both between 10-13 wks, both resulted in D&C's..
The doctors wouldn't test me for anything until I lost 3 babies.. I CAN'T go through another loss.. this baby has to stick til the end because emotionally.. I just can't do this anymore.... I don't even WANT to get excited to just be in an emotional mess if I lose again...
*sigh* this is going to be a long 10 wks.. If I can at least hear my baby's heartbeat at my first prenatal appt... it will take some pressure off...
Comments for this Journal Entry
| Comment from lucyblue » Posted Jan. 20, 2013 1:48pm Good luck, I am sending positive thoughts and energy your way! | |
 | Comment from Quartz3 » Posted Jan. 20, 2013 7:42am I can't believe they won't do any tests until you lose a third baby! That's so insensitive... It certainly will be a long 10 weeks, but hopefully this time everything will be fine. Good luck! |
