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About MeAlone and pregnant, again! You'd think I'd have learned better by now! But in my defense, I was manipulated in a moment of weakness and despair into believing a "man" truly loved me and wanted our mariage to work out.
We got hitched back in 2016 but we have never lived together, neither before nor after. His choice, not mine. He said it was because of work but he hardly ever gave me any money and he only ever visited 2 or 3 times a year. In fact, for the official record, we have been separated since 2 weeks after the wedding.
He used to keep coming back for some unknown reason, with promises of a real mariage and a better life, then left each time after just a few days.
Last year though, I was less easily fooled, I overcame my loneliness and vunerbility that made me want so badly to believe him, but mid-december, I caved. He stayed 3 days. Then left town whist I was sleeping and then left the country....