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5 Months today
By HzlGreenEyes » Posted Jul. 20, 2015 10:08am - 390 views - 5 comments

5 months today, we said goodbye. Not a day goes by that I don't think about you... how much you looked just like your Daddy... how perfect you were. I look at your memories everyday and wish you were here with me today. To feel your warmth, to see you smile , to hear your coos ... things I will never get to experience. I see you are with me when small white feathers float out of the sky, when a butterfly brushes by my cheek, when a breeze blows through my hair. I will always love you my little baby Boy.

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	Comment from Awind*3 » Posted Aug. 2, 2015 5:52pm ((Hugs)) he will always be apart of your life. Prayers of peace being sent to you!
	Comment from luckyrobin » Posted Jul. 22, 2015 7:01am God bless your little angel. Hugs to you. X
	Comment from thomasanddawnxoxo » Posted Jul. 20, 2015 3:19pm I only had my angel for a few short moments before he was gone. I know its hard. His urn is in the living room and everyday I would see it and get so sad. It took us 3 years to decide to try again , but you have to remain positive and think your angel is watching out for this little one. Some day when our rainbows are older we can sit down with them and tell them about their big brothers and how they looked after them to make sure they were safe and sound. I used to look through TJs memory box and all the pics the nurses took of him and remember holding him and kissing his little hands...everyday. It does get easier. You will cry less. And when ur rainbow is here you will know ur angel is smiling.
	Comment from stickybean1976 » Posted Jul. 20, 2015 2:21pm Aw sweetie. So hard. I know there will never be a day that goes by that your heart doesn't long for Conner. When you are holding this rainbow baby it will all start to make a little sense I promise you'll see what I mean. I know my 4 losses don't compare to yours even though they all had hesrtbeats I still can't imagine giving birth and losing. God works in mysterious way. You will see what I mean when you have this little baby in your arms. God bless you and little angle Conner. Do you know McKenna was born on the day I lost my first angles baby at 11 weeks. I like to think there is a part of that baby that lives on in her. But that's me. Take Care always thinking of you xx
	Comment from Heathernnsb29 » Posted Jul. 20, 2015 11:21am He will always be with you. My heart still breaks for you.