Emmy23's Pregnancy
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Scared
By Emmy23 » Posted Oct. 12, 2012 1:14pm - 364 views - 4 comments
On Tuesday, I woke up to brown spotting. It freaked me out big time. I already had in my mind that I am losing this baby. My third loss in a row and my 4th loss. =( I couldn't contain the tears.
Got in for an ultrasound, they saw gestational sac and yolk sac but no baby yet. I measured at 5 weeks and 1 day and based on my lmp, I should have been 6 weeks and 4 days. Which I knew was inaccurate anyway because I am not a 28 day cycle, more like a 31-35 day cycle. So the medical staff still has hope that we'll see more at my next appointment on October 19th.
My hope is there but I just don't know that I believe that I'm pregnant anymore. I have all the symptoms and they are getting stronger but honestly, my last miscarriage, I never would have known I wasn't pregnant if I hadn't had an ultrasound. Everything was still growing but the baby and I had complete symptoms.
This process can be so hard. =(
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Scared
By Emmy23 » Posted Oct. 12, 2012 1:14pm - 364 views - 4 comments
On Tuesday, I woke up to brown spotting. It freaked me out big time. I already had in my mind that I am losing this baby. My third loss in a row and my 4th loss. =( I couldn't contain the tears.
Got in for an ultrasound, they saw gestational sac and yolk sac but no baby yet. I measured at 5 weeks and 1 day and based on my lmp, I should have been 6 weeks and 4 days. Which I knew was inaccurate anyway because I am not a 28 day cycle, more like a 31-35 day cycle. So the medical staff still has hope that we'll see more at my next appointment on October 19th.
My hope is there but I just don't know that I believe that I'm pregnant anymore. I have all the symptoms and they are getting stronger but honestly, my last miscarriage, I never would have known I wasn't pregnant if I hadn't had an ultrasound. Everything was still growing but the baby and I had complete symptoms.
This process can be so hard. =(
Comments for this Journal Entry
Comment from dmartin65 » Posted Oct. 19, 2012 4:51pm Yay!!!!!! | |
Comment from Emmy23 » Posted Oct. 19, 2012 3:43pm Well, everything is okay! Baby has a heartbeat today!! | |
Comment from Emmy23 » Posted Oct. 14, 2012 10:21pm Thank you so much. | |
Comment from dmartin65 » Posted Oct. 12, 2012 3:17pm Hang in there. I have had brown spotting pretty much my WHOLE pregnancy and I am now 24 weeks. (I also suffered a previous m/c). Try to stay positive and hopefully you will see that sweet heartbeat on the 19th. |