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My Due Date: July 12, 2013I have given birth!
Age: 32 years old
Location: Colfax, United States
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Oi Vey
By kCharleneS » Posted Jan. 26, 2013 2:12am - 125 views - 0 comments
So I've got some emotional highs and lows. I'm excited because I think I may be feeling Baby kick, but I'm not sure since I've got IBS and get those feelings all the time. But I wait and wait for it to happen again and it doesn't. But then I'm also so depressed and worried because Nathan is at his dad's until morning and he's been throwing up since 3 this morning. I hate when he's sick because there's nothing I can do to help him. And also my aunt is in an abusive relationship but she won't let me help her. Her boyfriend is a recovering meth addict (but I think he's still using) and is so manipulative. He slashes the tires on her car, takes the fuses so she can't start it and has no way to get to work in the neighboring town so she has to ask his 23 year old son to give her a ride and her boyfriend accuses her of sleeping with him because of this. He's been saying that he's gonna commit suicide because of her and it's not right. My aunt is the most giving, caring, faithful person I have ever met. She's a second mom to me. I know more about her than my own mom knows (her sister) because she confides in me. I used to practically live with her growing up and the majority of my summer this year was spent at her house. She even let me come and live with her when Sean and I split up, even though that didn't last very long. I'm just so worried things are gonna escalate and he's gonna hit her, but she won't let me help her. :-(
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Oi Vey
By kCharleneS » Posted Jan. 26, 2013 2:12am - 125 views - 0 comments
So I've got some emotional highs and lows. I'm excited because I think I may be feeling Baby kick, but I'm not sure since I've got IBS and get those feelings all the time. But I wait and wait for it to happen again and it doesn't. But then I'm also so depressed and worried because Nathan is at his dad's until morning and he's been throwing up since 3 this morning. I hate when he's sick because there's nothing I can do to help him. And also my aunt is in an abusive relationship but she won't let me help her. Her boyfriend is a recovering meth addict (but I think he's still using) and is so manipulative. He slashes the tires on her car, takes the fuses so she can't start it and has no way to get to work in the neighboring town so she has to ask his 23 year old son to give her a ride and her boyfriend accuses her of sleeping with him because of this. He's been saying that he's gonna commit suicide because of her and it's not right. My aunt is the most giving, caring, faithful person I have ever met. She's a second mom to me. I know more about her than my own mom knows (her sister) because she confides in me. I used to practically live with her growing up and the majority of my summer this year was spent at her house. She even let me come and live with her when Sean and I split up, even though that didn't last very long. I'm just so worried things are gonna escalate and he's gonna hit her, but she won't let me help her. :-(
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