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My Due Date: September 19, 2016I am postpartum » My due date was more than 2 weeks ago
Age: 42 years old
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So Alone
By Sparkles23 » Posted Jan. 18, 2016 4:24pm - 276 views - 0 comments
I am feeling very alone of late, even though I am living with my family which is sad enough at my age but economy is shit. My bf who is the dad doesn't live with me and at night I get sad sometimes and he just isn't there and it sucks and he doesn't get it. I haven't told anyone yet I because I want to see my doctor first to make sure everything is good and the dates are right etc I don't get to see him until the 29th on january but it might as well be forever. I keep telling my family I am sick but I really wish I was ready to tell them because then I would have their support and it would help…unless they get mad which would suck. My bf is lucky his family is on the other side of the country and they are all so happy for him, must be nice to have everyone supporting you. Yesterday was his son's 13th birthday and he told him that he would be a big brother, his son is so happy which is great but he lives in the states but we are in canada. I have so much to do and it feels like I am all alone in it all.
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So Alone
By Sparkles23 » Posted Jan. 18, 2016 4:24pm - 276 views - 0 comments
I am feeling very alone of late, even though I am living with my family which is sad enough at my age but economy is shit. My bf who is the dad doesn't live with me and at night I get sad sometimes and he just isn't there and it sucks and he doesn't get it. I haven't told anyone yet I because I want to see my doctor first to make sure everything is good and the dates are right etc I don't get to see him until the 29th on january but it might as well be forever. I keep telling my family I am sick but I really wish I was ready to tell them because then I would have their support and it would help…unless they get mad which would suck. My bf is lucky his family is on the other side of the country and they are all so happy for him, must be nice to have everyone supporting you. Yesterday was his son's 13th birthday and he told him that he would be a big brother, his son is so happy which is great but he lives in the states but we are in canada. I have so much to do and it feels like I am all alone in it all.
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