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My Due Date: November 13, 2013I am postpartum » My due date was more than 2 weeks ago
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Everything Sucks :(
By bigsuze » Posted Oct. 8, 2013 4:25am - 432 views - 0 comments
Found out at 20week scan that I am having a baby boy who we are going to call James. Work is done now thank god so I can now concentrate on relaxing before baby comes or at least thats what I thought. Lewis is pissing me right off at the moment. I'm measuring huge so any movement is a pain and I can't see my feet so keep tripping over toys that lewis doesn't clear away plus all the housework is being done by me including the washing. Also everything seems to be my fault (internet working slow therefore I must be downloading something big even when I'm not). I've asked him for nearly a week to get some food in and he hasn't then wonders why I'm not eating (as appetising as plain pasta or rice might be I don't fancy it) he has tons of his tinned meaty shit and I have nothing! (I can't eat meat). I am feeling totally neglected and ignored not to mention bored out of my fucking skull. He goes to the pub every sunday with rowan and my dad and he says why don't you come with us even though we don't have anough money plus hes STILL buying cigs. I'm getting so fucked off with it all.
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Everything Sucks :(
By bigsuze » Posted Oct. 8, 2013 4:25am - 432 views - 0 comments
Found out at 20week scan that I am having a baby boy who we are going to call James. Work is done now thank god so I can now concentrate on relaxing before baby comes or at least thats what I thought. Lewis is pissing me right off at the moment. I'm measuring huge so any movement is a pain and I can't see my feet so keep tripping over toys that lewis doesn't clear away plus all the housework is being done by me including the washing. Also everything seems to be my fault (internet working slow therefore I must be downloading something big even when I'm not). I've asked him for nearly a week to get some food in and he hasn't then wonders why I'm not eating (as appetising as plain pasta or rice might be I don't fancy it) he has tons of his tinned meaty shit and I have nothing! (I can't eat meat). I am feeling totally neglected and ignored not to mention bored out of my fucking skull. He goes to the pub every sunday with rowan and my dad and he says why don't you come with us even though we don't have anough money plus hes STILL buying cigs. I'm getting so fucked off with it all.
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