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My Due Date: July 11, 2012I am postpartum » My due date was more than 2 weeks ago
Age: 39 years old
Location: Denver, United States
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Struggling with too much
By 1timemommabear » Posted Mar. 24, 2012 10:42am - 234 views - 0 comments
i havent spoken to my mother in almost 2 months now. it makes me sad on a daily basis because i need and love her very much. she is just too toxic of a person though, she has been an alcholic her entire life and is in and out of relationships with abusive men. dont get me wrong these men she marries and stays with for 10+ years but still always with an abusive man. She hasnt had a job in close to 13 years so all she does is sit around all day from sun up to sun down getting hammered. day in and day out!!! She then calls me almost everyday to unload how miserable her life is and yells at me for not saving her from all of her problems. It stresses me out to the point where i literally have to take a nap or a bath immediately after her phone calls just to detox somewhat. i love her but i really cant stand her! If i went the rest of my life not talking to her i would be happy, but i would also be miserable because i want my mother to be apart of mine and her granddaughters lives. Grrrrr what to do.
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Struggling with too much
By 1timemommabear » Posted Mar. 24, 2012 10:42am - 234 views - 0 comments
i havent spoken to my mother in almost 2 months now. it makes me sad on a daily basis because i need and love her very much. she is just too toxic of a person though, she has been an alcholic her entire life and is in and out of relationships with abusive men. dont get me wrong these men she marries and stays with for 10+ years but still always with an abusive man. She hasnt had a job in close to 13 years so all she does is sit around all day from sun up to sun down getting hammered. day in and day out!!! She then calls me almost everyday to unload how miserable her life is and yells at me for not saving her from all of her problems. It stresses me out to the point where i literally have to take a nap or a bath immediately after her phone calls just to detox somewhat. i love her but i really cant stand her! If i went the rest of my life not talking to her i would be happy, but i would also be miserable because i want my mother to be apart of mine and her granddaughters lives. Grrrrr what to do.
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