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My Due Date: February 2, 2016I have given birth!
Age: 37 years old
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Anxiety, continued
By josamarie » Posted Oct. 13, 2015 9:15pm - 266 views - 1 comment
I know this is the right decision, I have a toddler and this little bean relying on me to be present and healthy, I can't let them suffer because of my fears, and this time we can't be going into the ER all hours of the night while I vacillate on the decision. I can't risk losing her because I'm too scared, I already lost her sister early in this pregnancy and I can't put her under the stress I did Max, it wasn't fair to him and it's not fair to her.
Basically, I'm a mess. I know things will seem clearer in a few days, but right now I just feel so sad.
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Anxiety, continued
By josamarie » Posted Oct. 13, 2015 9:15pm - 266 views - 1 comment
I know this is the right decision, I have a toddler and this little bean relying on me to be present and healthy, I can't let them suffer because of my fears, and this time we can't be going into the ER all hours of the night while I vacillate on the decision. I can't risk losing her because I'm too scared, I already lost her sister early in this pregnancy and I can't put her under the stress I did Max, it wasn't fair to him and it's not fair to her.
Basically, I'm a mess. I know things will seem clearer in a few days, but right now I just feel so sad.
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 | Comment from Summer0120 » Posted Oct. 14, 2015 1:09pm Keep your head up. She would understand some day. Another 16 weeks and you'll slowly start to feel better and have more energy! |
