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I need help calming my nerves.
By gogoldgoldie1 » Posted May. 18, 2013 11:52am - 132 views - 0 comments
Being that it is so early in pregnancy I am worried about all the bad things that can happen, instead of enjoying that it is still early and I have no symptoms. I just need to flip my way of thinking into positive. I wish I had worked on this more before I was pregnant bc I feel I need to get rid of it more as it can be affecting my baby more than I think it can. I really need some strength and guidance to get through this first trimester and just be TOTALLY happy for myself without a worry or a care. I think I just want everything to be perfect and feel like there are so many ppl I know pregnant maybe I will be the person who doesn't get to carry to term or have something go wrong. Or what if this isn't my time like I think it is and I REALLY need to just stop. I know I am just putting myself in a deeper hole and thank goodness I have a place to vent bc only my spouse and best friend know about my pregnancy and I don't want to complain to them.
I just hope everything is ok and I will be fine and that I can get this worry out of my heart and mind. I am so tired of being pessimistic and not thinking things will go right bc then they go wrong for me and for once in my life I just want something to be a beautiful happy time. I just want everything to be ok and good.
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I need help calming my nerves.
By gogoldgoldie1 » Posted May. 18, 2013 11:52am - 132 views - 0 comments
Being that it is so early in pregnancy I am worried about all the bad things that can happen, instead of enjoying that it is still early and I have no symptoms. I just need to flip my way of thinking into positive. I wish I had worked on this more before I was pregnant bc I feel I need to get rid of it more as it can be affecting my baby more than I think it can. I really need some strength and guidance to get through this first trimester and just be TOTALLY happy for myself without a worry or a care. I think I just want everything to be perfect and feel like there are so many ppl I know pregnant maybe I will be the person who doesn't get to carry to term or have something go wrong. Or what if this isn't my time like I think it is and I REALLY need to just stop. I know I am just putting myself in a deeper hole and thank goodness I have a place to vent bc only my spouse and best friend know about my pregnancy and I don't want to complain to them.
I just hope everything is ok and I will be fine and that I can get this worry out of my heart and mind. I am so tired of being pessimistic and not thinking things will go right bc then they go wrong for me and for once in my life I just want something to be a beautiful happy time. I just want everything to be ok and good.
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