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I made another appointment!
By gogoldgoldie1 » Posted Jun. 9, 2013 11:44am - 249 views - 0 comments
Thanks to everyone who commented on my last post and I took your advice and my appt is tuesday morning. I am nervous and I think that has caused my nausea to go away bc I cant even eat at all like Im THAT nervous. Plus I have a final tomorrow so I am just a ball of nerves. I was feeling bad but it has subsided, its just my mood swings haven't. Poor hubby lol. I told him its just hard right now I know once I get past the 1st trimester with nausea, tired one day restless and sleepless the next, crazy scary dreams, and nervousness.. everything will be fine! But once I get the stomach then I know I will be in the home stretch and enjoy it. I thought once I got pregnant that the nervousness and anxiety would STOP.. but it just wont go away and it is frustrating- I am very frustrated and disappointed in myself bc I feel I am supposed to be happy but idk if maybe its the hormones or idk like I really just don't know lol .But overall, I do feel good and thats one thing I can't complain about. Just in my silly mind I think "well why did my nausea go away, is something happening.. am I losing the baby" like I just can't be happpy.. ugh so frustrating! But I will be ok. SO keeps telling me to think positive and I really am trying but I don't think I am trying hard enough so each day through my pregnancy that is my daily thing.
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I made another appointment!
By gogoldgoldie1 » Posted Jun. 9, 2013 11:44am - 249 views - 0 comments
Thanks to everyone who commented on my last post and I took your advice and my appt is tuesday morning. I am nervous and I think that has caused my nausea to go away bc I cant even eat at all like Im THAT nervous. Plus I have a final tomorrow so I am just a ball of nerves. I was feeling bad but it has subsided, its just my mood swings haven't. Poor hubby lol. I told him its just hard right now I know once I get past the 1st trimester with nausea, tired one day restless and sleepless the next, crazy scary dreams, and nervousness.. everything will be fine! But once I get the stomach then I know I will be in the home stretch and enjoy it. I thought once I got pregnant that the nervousness and anxiety would STOP.. but it just wont go away and it is frustrating- I am very frustrated and disappointed in myself bc I feel I am supposed to be happy but idk if maybe its the hormones or idk like I really just don't know lol .But overall, I do feel good and thats one thing I can't complain about. Just in my silly mind I think "well why did my nausea go away, is something happening.. am I losing the baby" like I just can't be happpy.. ugh so frustrating! But I will be ok. SO keeps telling me to think positive and I really am trying but I don't think I am trying hard enough so each day through my pregnancy that is my daily thing.
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