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My Due Date: I suffered a pregnancy lossAge: 34 years old
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Don't know how to feel
By gogoldgoldie1 » Posted Jun. 15, 2013 6:20pm - 307 views - 3 comments
With the bleeding and spotting and the fact of what the doctor told me about probably miscarrying, I am trying to have some hope but I really don't know what to do. After this hard year I just don't know where to turn anymore. I thought this was finally it and I am trying to think that maybe the baby will grow but from what they were saying it doesn't look good and I should just wait for the inevitable. i'm confused bc I just had a chemical and just went thru this and it is happening again basically but father along.. so Idk maybe if it just isn't my year or what to do. SO says we should keep trying and that I should have hope but it is really hard at this point and I am sad.
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Don't know how to feel
By gogoldgoldie1 » Posted Jun. 15, 2013 6:20pm - 307 views - 3 comments
With the bleeding and spotting and the fact of what the doctor told me about probably miscarrying, I am trying to have some hope but I really don't know what to do. After this hard year I just don't know where to turn anymore. I thought this was finally it and I am trying to think that maybe the baby will grow but from what they were saying it doesn't look good and I should just wait for the inevitable. i'm confused bc I just had a chemical and just went thru this and it is happening again basically but father along.. so Idk maybe if it just isn't my year or what to do. SO says we should keep trying and that I should have hope but it is really hard at this point and I am sad.
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 | Comment from mommx3 » Posted Jun. 16, 2013 5:04pm Please get to your regular OB tomorrow. ER's try to be on the cautious side so you are prepared for the worst. It is very possible this baby is going to make it after all. The baby is still in there or you would have been told you already miscarried or are miscarrying. Since you were not told that, go to your OB and get a different opinion, let them listen to the heartbeat and take your hormone levels again. It may be a miscarriage and if it is, (I have been there) know that it is your body trying to make sure you only have a healthy baby and that this was not the right time. It will happen again when your body is ready. Also, dont be afraid to hold out hope until the very last minute. Be good to yourself most of all, and dont question why, it doesnt help. Try to be strong and understanding of your body. Praying for the best for you and yours. |
| Comment from according » Posted Jun. 15, 2013 11:48pm {{HUGS}}} I know the heart ache of loss all too well... I'll be hoping for the best!! If you need to talk I'm here |
 | Comment from Quartz3 » Posted Jun. 15, 2013 7:53pm Oh, honey, this sucks... and it's terrible not to know for sure what is going on. If you really are miscarrying, maybe your doctor can try to find out if there's a reason why? I'm sending you hugs. I can't imagine how hard this is for you. |
