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Symptoms calming my fears!
By HzlGreenEyes » Posted Aug. 11, 2015 10:05am - 363 views - 8 comments

So I sit here at my desk and have been feeling slight nausea. I feel my boobs are larger and tender this morning so I'm breathing a sigh of relief. Also I have felt the lil guy bumping around this morning which also calms my fears. After the last few days with loose bm and freaking out because all my symptoms were completely gone, I am a normal person right now!

My husband decided yesterday after the vet tech came to our house to check on our dog Max, that it is time to let him be with his older brother Damien in heaven. It is so heartbreaking having all of these losses this year that I am completely overwhelmed with emotions. Max's health deteriorated after we had to put his big brother down back in March. My heart breaks watching him just wither away like this but we know it is time. So tomorrow, we are going to give him his last car ride and let him be with Damien. I just pray this will be the last death this year.

Comments for this Journal Entry

	Comment from HzlGreenEyes » Posted Aug. 12, 2015 7:49pm Thank you ladies. It has been a rough year.
	Comment from CrystalB88 » Posted Aug. 12, 2015 12:34pm So sorry for your loss... I was devastated when I lost my 17 year old dog, Doobie... I had him since I was 6 years old and just lost him in 2011. It was a very hard time for me. My thoughts are with you xx Also, my symptoms slack up around this time, so it might be normal if yours start easing up. I'm also expecting a boy!! This is the 3rd boy for us as well, but we lost our first at 19 weeks due to placenta tear and clot... We have Tim and we're so happy we're expecting another boy!!!! I'm sure Tim will be happy too haha. I'm also thinking I've been feeling bumps and thumps of movement and I know it's a huge relief.
	Comment from eat2nourish » Posted Aug. 12, 2015 10:53am I'm glad your symptoms are back. Such a cut furbaby...& it is the last loss of the year!
	Comment from josamarie » Posted Aug. 12, 2015 10:30am In so sorry about your fur baby, that's is one of the hardest things we have to do in life. I'm glad you are feeling more reassured about bub, and pray for strength for you and your family through this difficult time with Max.
	Comment from Kate0406 » Posted Aug. 11, 2015 2:21pm So sorry! It is hard to lose a loved furbaby
	Comment from Basia30 » Posted Aug. 11, 2015 12:52pm ohhhhhhhh So sorry about your dog. I can't even imagine. And yes this will be the last death this year! Don't worry you will not lose this baby!!!
	Comment from thomasanddawnxoxo » Posted Aug. 11, 2015 11:19am Aw that makes me cry. :(
	Comment from MalPal85 » Posted Aug. 11, 2015 10:19am What a beautiful "pup." So sorry for your loss. It's weird saying this but glad you symptoms are back, lol.