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Age: 40 years old
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Nerves can't take much more...
By Sianny » Posted Sep. 2, 2014 1:56am - 331 views - 4 comments
(beware of TMI... Sorry)
Sooooo yesterday started out a really good day, I pottered about and done some very light chores. The braxtons had been really slight over the weekend mostly due to the childlike actions of the MIL who after we told he we couldn't make a random aunts birthday because Gary had a prior arrangement *we've met this aunt 3 times in 11 years and it wasn't even a milestone birthday* . His mum sent a shitty text saying 'you've let me down again, another event you can't make. At least try to make it to my funeral'
I was furious! We've NEVER let her down and this is the first event in 2 years we couldn't make. Childish brat was probably drunk and upset she couldn't show off her grandson is all.
Anywhooo
No braxtons on monday despite the house work. Woohoo!
Around lunch time I thought I hadn't felt her ladyship move since early morning but figured she was sleeping. So I settles down on the sofa, an hour later still nothing so I tried a cold drink. Hour later even that didn't work so I tried the 'poke the baby' method and poked and wobbled my stomach. Eventually deep in the very left hand side I felt flutters but they were not strong enough to reassure me completely.
Things were only made worse when I went to the bathroom and saw a teeny tiny amount of blood streaked mucus when I wiped. I mean a hairs width streak no longer then a grain of rice.
I didn't freak until when I was texting hubby to tell him and random burning stomach cramps set in.
Wiped again, still a small amount but still there and then my composure broke.
Cried hard.
Tummy really hurt and no one was able to help, midwife doesn't pick up, Drs say go straight to A&E which is great but I have a 2year old and I can't drive.
I decided to wait it out for 45mins when hubbys train gets in from London, so went to the bathroom again. Wiped first and there was nothing.
I had been on the phone to my mum just before when she asked if it was my ibs? I told her it didn't feel the same but she insisted saying things move to make room for baby so it might feel different. So I tried for a BM.
Apparently I did have a bad stomach, probably from the piri piri chicken the night before.
The pain got a little worse straight after but went away almost completely.
Then our darling Thea decided to kick me in the side and roll over.
I led on the landing floor calming myself down till hubby got back.
Okay so fuss over nothing in the end it may seem but I swear I thought it was the end.
I only had one other teeny tiny mucusy blood streak when I wiped after that but without the other issues and with it being such a small amount I'm not really concerned too much but today I'm on strict rest again.
Its gonna be a looooong slog into that 3rd trimester and I'm not sure my nerves will last till birth.
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Nerves can't take much more...
By Sianny » Posted Sep. 2, 2014 1:56am - 331 views - 4 comments
(beware of TMI... Sorry)
Sooooo yesterday started out a really good day, I pottered about and done some very light chores. The braxtons had been really slight over the weekend mostly due to the childlike actions of the MIL who after we told he we couldn't make a random aunts birthday because Gary had a prior arrangement *we've met this aunt 3 times in 11 years and it wasn't even a milestone birthday* . His mum sent a shitty text saying 'you've let me down again, another event you can't make. At least try to make it to my funeral'
I was furious! We've NEVER let her down and this is the first event in 2 years we couldn't make. Childish brat was probably drunk and upset she couldn't show off her grandson is all.
Anywhooo
No braxtons on monday despite the house work. Woohoo!
Around lunch time I thought I hadn't felt her ladyship move since early morning but figured she was sleeping. So I settles down on the sofa, an hour later still nothing so I tried a cold drink. Hour later even that didn't work so I tried the 'poke the baby' method and poked and wobbled my stomach. Eventually deep in the very left hand side I felt flutters but they were not strong enough to reassure me completely.
Things were only made worse when I went to the bathroom and saw a teeny tiny amount of blood streaked mucus when I wiped. I mean a hairs width streak no longer then a grain of rice.
I didn't freak until when I was texting hubby to tell him and random burning stomach cramps set in.
Wiped again, still a small amount but still there and then my composure broke.
Cried hard.
Tummy really hurt and no one was able to help, midwife doesn't pick up, Drs say go straight to A&E which is great but I have a 2year old and I can't drive.
I decided to wait it out for 45mins when hubbys train gets in from London, so went to the bathroom again. Wiped first and there was nothing.
I had been on the phone to my mum just before when she asked if it was my ibs? I told her it didn't feel the same but she insisted saying things move to make room for baby so it might feel different. So I tried for a BM.
Apparently I did have a bad stomach, probably from the piri piri chicken the night before.
The pain got a little worse straight after but went away almost completely.
Then our darling Thea decided to kick me in the side and roll over.
I led on the landing floor calming myself down till hubby got back.
Okay so fuss over nothing in the end it may seem but I swear I thought it was the end.
I only had one other teeny tiny mucusy blood streak when I wiped after that but without the other issues and with it being such a small amount I'm not really concerned too much but today I'm on strict rest again.
Its gonna be a looooong slog into that 3rd trimester and I'm not sure my nerves will last till birth.
Comments for this Journal Entry
 | Comment from Sianny » Posted Sep. 4, 2014 8:43am Thank you hun. She's something of a drama queen that normally I ignore but she knows what we are going through so I was angry, hormones probably lol. Glad to see being a mum suits you so well and she's such a beautiful little girl, so smiley. You must be over the moon xx |
 | Comment from mrsamanda » Posted Sep. 3, 2014 11:33pm I was going to say the same thing about MIL. What a pain in the ass! Glad your scare is over! |
| Comment from Sianny » Posted Sep. 3, 2014 4:37am Maybe thats her issue, she's not hubbys first priority anymore. Last thing I need is her being a moron. Thea is the same at the moment, all day yesterday she was kicking me in the bladder. I promise I'm going to do my best relaxing lol Thanks hun x |
 | Comment from snolie14 » Posted Sep. 2, 2014 6:50am ahhhh, not TMI - this is a place where you vent, let it all out and record your pregnancy! Let it all out! I know I sure have LOL Sorry about the MIL, sounds like a real pain in the ass to me! Just ignore her, she's not what's important right now anyways! Just be sure to take it easy and try to rest, for your little darling girls' sake! Hunter kept me up all night catching up on his lack of movements over the weekend...oiy, one sleepy girl today! Yesterday was a holiday in the US, most people had the day off plus it's raining and storming this morning so I'd much rather be sleeping...enjoy your day and remember to relax!!!!!!! |
