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Carlee's Pregnancy
My Due Date: October 21, 2018I am postpartum » My due date was more than 2 weeks ago
Age: 40 years old
Location: France
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Not a great start....
By Carlee » Posted Feb. 16, 2018 3:05am - 185 views - 2 comments
So the father finally got back in touch a couple of days ago. He's back in the country but at 400km from me. He did pop round for a 20 minute visit though.
Since then he's just been asking me for a document to get his algerian drivers licence converted to a french one. I refused and then he went off on another "you're so mean and it's all your fault" rant at me.
He's so selfish and manipulative!
Apart from that, I haven't dared announce my pregnancy to my family yet, they are not going to be happy at all and the last think I need is them having a go at me right now. In any case they're in the UK and I live in France so they can't help me. I have nobody.
Also I haven't yet plucked up the courage to go to see a dr. I'm just too terrified right now and that would make it all too real for me to handle. I feel like such a weakling.
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Not a great start....
By Carlee » Posted Feb. 16, 2018 3:05am - 185 views - 2 comments
So the father finally got back in touch a couple of days ago. He's back in the country but at 400km from me. He did pop round for a 20 minute visit though.
Since then he's just been asking me for a document to get his algerian drivers licence converted to a french one. I refused and then he went off on another "you're so mean and it's all your fault" rant at me.
He's so selfish and manipulative!
Apart from that, I haven't dared announce my pregnancy to my family yet, they are not going to be happy at all and the last think I need is them having a go at me right now. In any case they're in the UK and I live in France so they can't help me. I have nobody.
Also I haven't yet plucked up the courage to go to see a dr. I'm just too terrified right now and that would make it all too real for me to handle. I feel like such a weakling.
Comments for this Journal Entry
 | Comment from Carlee » Posted Feb. 16, 2018 2:34pm Thanks nreiselpn |
 | Comment from nreiselpn » Posted Feb. 16, 2018 7:05am Your right a rough start but no matter what when baby comes you and your family will be so over joyed . With that being said it's not easy to get through you are in my thoughts. Try to keep your stress down. If it stresses you out avoid it until after.... |
