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My Due Date: October 21, 2018I am postpartum » My due date was more than 2 weeks ago
Age: 40 years old
Location: France
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I will rise again
By Carlee » Posted Mar. 13, 2018 1:34am - 204 views - 0 comments
So "hubby" finally decided to move in despite me not giving in to his demands. Everything was going well to begin with, he helped me and started looking for work and we got along just fine.
After a few days though things changed. I have no idea why. He almost stopped talking to me, no longer touched me and didn't say a word when he went out, he'd even leave when I was napping sometimes and I'd wake up to an empty flat and no clue if or when he was coming back.
Yesterday morning he left again. This time I texted him my discontent and he said that it was over between us, that he was going back to Algeria for good and that I was to take care of the divorce.
He claimed it was because we weren't compatible.
He said he didn't care about the baby.
I finally announced my pregnancy to my mum, in floods of tears and sobbing my heart out. She wanted me to get a late abortion. No way! I won't let that scumbag push me to murder! My dad is just furious at my "husband" and me and apparently hates my baby. So much for a supportive family!
Later in the afternoon my "husband" suddenly said that the baby wasn't his because he's sterile. He said he'd do a DNA test after the birth and then everything will come crashing don on my head. Well I went and found a non-invasive prenatal paternity test and sent him all the détails saying "let's do this now!"
He didn't reply.
Today I am still terribly sad and confused, angry at myself, furious at him and terrified of the future. My head is throbbing from crying so much yesterday.
I will, however, pick myself back up as I always do and I will fight for justice for my child. That slimy, lying scumbag will pay his dues, I will do eveything I can to make sure of it!
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I will rise again
By Carlee » Posted Mar. 13, 2018 1:34am - 204 views - 0 comments
So "hubby" finally decided to move in despite me not giving in to his demands. Everything was going well to begin with, he helped me and started looking for work and we got along just fine.
After a few days though things changed. I have no idea why. He almost stopped talking to me, no longer touched me and didn't say a word when he went out, he'd even leave when I was napping sometimes and I'd wake up to an empty flat and no clue if or when he was coming back.
Yesterday morning he left again. This time I texted him my discontent and he said that it was over between us, that he was going back to Algeria for good and that I was to take care of the divorce.
He claimed it was because we weren't compatible.
He said he didn't care about the baby.
I finally announced my pregnancy to my mum, in floods of tears and sobbing my heart out. She wanted me to get a late abortion. No way! I won't let that scumbag push me to murder! My dad is just furious at my "husband" and me and apparently hates my baby. So much for a supportive family!
Later in the afternoon my "husband" suddenly said that the baby wasn't his because he's sterile. He said he'd do a DNA test after the birth and then everything will come crashing don on my head. Well I went and found a non-invasive prenatal paternity test and sent him all the détails saying "let's do this now!"
He didn't reply.
Today I am still terribly sad and confused, angry at myself, furious at him and terrified of the future. My head is throbbing from crying so much yesterday.
I will, however, pick myself back up as I always do and I will fight for justice for my child. That slimy, lying scumbag will pay his dues, I will do eveything I can to make sure of it!
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