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Brightstar's Pregnancy
My Due Date: September 9, 2013I am postpartum » My due date was more than 2 weeks ago
Age: 47 years old
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well here we are
By Brightstar » Posted Feb. 26, 2013 10:05pm - 413 views - 2 comments
I wondered if the bump could be bloating,my belly feels hard under my skin,I am excited..wow coiuld this be a bump so soon>Hubby has started to get protective over me in little sweet gentle ways.I caught my youngest taking a second look at my belly as his attention was drawn to it.One again I almost panicked...what if it happens again,but then I played back the moments of my first trimester,I prayed,I thanked God for soothing my restless heart.I watched one born every minute,I watched a great documentary about a midwife who went and worked in Liberia,I watched a painfree birth and I watched an orgasmic birth.My birth is in the hands of the Lord,now you may think I am religious,but I am not sure.I never did find a church where I could be comfortable attending,however I did find and do find a bundle of comfort in reading the bible,I always feel I need some kind of guidance,I have no parents and no one wise to help me through,other than God of course.
so don't worry I am not here to preach,just enjoy sharing.
The midwives of Liberia had great faith in God,the midwife sent there from here was so inspiring,a beautiful woman,very inspiring.I feel lifted and inspired from my watchings.
I can feel my belly stretching and growing again.I will probably feel much more settled as we get further into the second trimester.It was at this time with my last one,my belly wasn't growing,I knew something was wrong.Alott I had forgotten,keeps coming back to me in little pieces.I repressed alott at the time,attempted to continue as normal.I watched a great documentary about miscarriage and loss,again realy inspired me.
The watery mouth thing is still going on.I seem to no longer like steamed ne potatoes,I used tobe spud crazy!ah well,I am looking forward to a nice omlette tomorrow.I have lived on soup and sandwich the last few days,which I have to say was incredibley tasty :)
my clothes dont officially fit,not sure what direction I will take with this.But I am pretty excitable.I know things can go wrong,but really all things are in God's hands,there's no use in worrying,it won't stop anything happening even if it's about to.So,to enjoy this gift,to enjoy this journey,to strengthen,to grow,thankyou God.
I think my belly is looking beautiful.I love my belly x
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well here we are
By Brightstar » Posted Feb. 26, 2013 10:05pm - 413 views - 2 comments
I wondered if the bump could be bloating,my belly feels hard under my skin,I am excited..wow coiuld this be a bump so soon>Hubby has started to get protective over me in little sweet gentle ways.I caught my youngest taking a second look at my belly as his attention was drawn to it.One again I almost panicked...what if it happens again,but then I played back the moments of my first trimester,I prayed,I thanked God for soothing my restless heart.I watched one born every minute,I watched a great documentary about a midwife who went and worked in Liberia,I watched a painfree birth and I watched an orgasmic birth.My birth is in the hands of the Lord,now you may think I am religious,but I am not sure.I never did find a church where I could be comfortable attending,however I did find and do find a bundle of comfort in reading the bible,I always feel I need some kind of guidance,I have no parents and no one wise to help me through,other than God of course.
so don't worry I am not here to preach,just enjoy sharing.
The midwives of Liberia had great faith in God,the midwife sent there from here was so inspiring,a beautiful woman,very inspiring.I feel lifted and inspired from my watchings.
I can feel my belly stretching and growing again.I will probably feel much more settled as we get further into the second trimester.It was at this time with my last one,my belly wasn't growing,I knew something was wrong.Alott I had forgotten,keeps coming back to me in little pieces.I repressed alott at the time,attempted to continue as normal.I watched a great documentary about miscarriage and loss,again realy inspired me.
The watery mouth thing is still going on.I seem to no longer like steamed ne potatoes,I used tobe spud crazy!ah well,I am looking forward to a nice omlette tomorrow.I have lived on soup and sandwich the last few days,which I have to say was incredibley tasty :)
my clothes dont officially fit,not sure what direction I will take with this.But I am pretty excitable.I know things can go wrong,but really all things are in God's hands,there's no use in worrying,it won't stop anything happening even if it's about to.So,to enjoy this gift,to enjoy this journey,to strengthen,to grow,thankyou God.
I think my belly is looking beautiful.I love my belly x
Comments for this Journal Entry
 | Comment from Brightstar » Posted Feb. 28, 2013 3:48pm thanks tina :) |
| Comment from XTINA12 » Posted Feb. 28, 2013 2:21pm WOW look how different YOUR stomach LOOKS compared to the other photos!! |
