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My Due Date: March 8, 2013I am postpartum » My due date was more than 2 weeks ago
Age: 41 years old
Location: Sheffield, United Kingdom
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can only get better right?
By wotacutey » Posted Jul. 24, 2012 6:45am - 244 views - 0 comments
My exbf came last night as he'd mistakenly took garage key and i couldnt get to duck food. I was so nervous/excited to see him. it was nice tho. Id missed him so much.
Then today i had my u/s and id already arrange my exhus to come. we hd a chat about the outcome of the scan as we hoped the dates would be able to give a clearer picure whose it is. I was honest with him saying i hoped it was my exbf's as life would be easier. he understood. He said that if my exbf was happy to raise a child that isnt his own (he is) then he would walk away and not intefere. I explained how hard that would be, bearing in mind we have a 4 year old daughter together already!
We went for the scan and i found out i was 7 weeks 4 days, 3 days off what i had. It was no help to dates at all, it could be eithers. I chatted some more with him about what it would mean to watch a child grow up that could be yours but without input. I explained how unfair that would be to the child who would be missing out on the chance of getting to know its dad. I dont think morally i could do it.
so here i am again, my exhb is hurting - he actually cried. My exbf is still trying to work out a way for us to have a future, and im the one basically in control of all these peoples hearts. I want a DNA test so bad but for a non invasive one its over £1000. i dont want to risk an amnio. stale mate me thinks!
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can only get better right?
By wotacutey » Posted Jul. 24, 2012 6:45am - 244 views - 0 comments
My exbf came last night as he'd mistakenly took garage key and i couldnt get to duck food. I was so nervous/excited to see him. it was nice tho. Id missed him so much.
Then today i had my u/s and id already arrange my exhus to come. we hd a chat about the outcome of the scan as we hoped the dates would be able to give a clearer picure whose it is. I was honest with him saying i hoped it was my exbf's as life would be easier. he understood. He said that if my exbf was happy to raise a child that isnt his own (he is) then he would walk away and not intefere. I explained how hard that would be, bearing in mind we have a 4 year old daughter together already!
We went for the scan and i found out i was 7 weeks 4 days, 3 days off what i had. It was no help to dates at all, it could be eithers. I chatted some more with him about what it would mean to watch a child grow up that could be yours but without input. I explained how unfair that would be to the child who would be missing out on the chance of getting to know its dad. I dont think morally i could do it.
so here i am again, my exhb is hurting - he actually cried. My exbf is still trying to work out a way for us to have a future, and im the one basically in control of all these peoples hearts. I want a DNA test so bad but for a non invasive one its over £1000. i dont want to risk an amnio. stale mate me thinks!
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