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My Due Date: April 18, 2013I am postpartum » My due date was more than 2 weeks ago
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The floodgates have opened big time
By armywife90 » Posted Oct. 7, 2012 3:23pm - 497 views - 0 comments
So days before the 12th week mark my emotions went haywire. I cried over moving a shelf from my bedroom to the living room, over stuff for the wedding, a few songs on the radio, because I miss my fiance (he has training for the entire month out of town), and just because the weather sucks. I feel like a bi-polar maniac! My mom thinks I'm depressed but nope, I'm very excited about everything but my emotions are everywhere. And I believe I felt it move...I know it's very early, but im petite and I've never felt anything like that muscle twitch/flutter type feeling ever. It lasted all of 3 seconds and I was confused but excited for awhile. nothing since which doesnt surprise me at all. As far as my wedding, its been pushed back a bit but thats ok too. Now I have more time to add extras. And my entire family knows about the baby now...no lectures from anyone which was a surprise (they are a very opinionated bunch). I just hope my dresses fit when the big day comes...I never knew I was a size 2 til they fitted me since all of my jeans are like 9/10 and 11/12...hips and other things run in my family lol. The whole experience was exciting and my dad cried immediately when he saw me in the gown :). I have so many things to be happy about so these tears must end! I quit my job too so that was icing on the cake. That man will reap all the bad karma he put out trying to give me a hard time.
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The floodgates have opened big time
By armywife90 » Posted Oct. 7, 2012 3:23pm - 497 views - 0 comments
So days before the 12th week mark my emotions went haywire. I cried over moving a shelf from my bedroom to the living room, over stuff for the wedding, a few songs on the radio, because I miss my fiance (he has training for the entire month out of town), and just because the weather sucks. I feel like a bi-polar maniac! My mom thinks I'm depressed but nope, I'm very excited about everything but my emotions are everywhere. And I believe I felt it move...I know it's very early, but im petite and I've never felt anything like that muscle twitch/flutter type feeling ever. It lasted all of 3 seconds and I was confused but excited for awhile. nothing since which doesnt surprise me at all. As far as my wedding, its been pushed back a bit but thats ok too. Now I have more time to add extras. And my entire family knows about the baby now...no lectures from anyone which was a surprise (they are a very opinionated bunch). I just hope my dresses fit when the big day comes...I never knew I was a size 2 til they fitted me since all of my jeans are like 9/10 and 11/12...hips and other things run in my family lol. The whole experience was exciting and my dad cried immediately when he saw me in the gown :). I have so many things to be happy about so these tears must end! I quit my job too so that was icing on the cake. That man will reap all the bad karma he put out trying to give me a hard time.
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