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My Due Date: March 25, 2012I am postpartum » My due date was more than 2 weeks ago
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Baby Love
By joshandnena » Posted Aug. 12, 2011 2:57pm - 399 views - 0 comments
to my dearest baby boy or girl,
I don't know if you will ever read this and I hope and pray some of the things your mama worries about will never come to pass. The day after tomorrow I will be 8 weeks pregnant, that's about 6-7 weeks you've been growing in my tummy. You gave me quite a scare a few weeks ago, I had a little bit of spotting and the night before last a horrible dream that your daddy and I lost you. But here you are, hanging on strong and doing very well. First of all, I love you with all my heart. It is strange because it doesn't matter that we've never met, so don't let anybody try and fool you that you can't love somebody you've never met, like your wife or husband or little ones. we're living inside time right now but when we get to heaven there will be no time and i don't think our hearts can forget that, nor those we love. Today I had the idea to start your daddy on some videos for you, of things he has to say to you. You see, it is a little bit sad for us, after you are born, very soon after or maybe even before, you daddy is going to be leaving to war in Afghanistan. He is not happy about this, but he joined the army to provide a safe home for you and your mama, before you even came around and this is just the bad part that goes with a job like the army. Although he is protecting you and our country because he loves us very much. When daddy goes to afganistan you and I will pray for him every day back here at home and do our best to provide a safe and happy place for him when he comes home. We will stay strong, get sad sometimes, and I think it will be good for us to go home to California when daddy goes so that we can spend time with your aunts and uncles and cousins! You will have 4 grandparents, two of them are going to be my mom and dad, mormor and I am not sure what grandpa want's to be called. You're going to have your grandpa K, Dad's dad and your grandma, his mom. They all love you so much and will LOVE being around you and getting to know you and helping take care of you and mommy while daddy is gone. You'll have uncle michael and denise, and their little baby due in january! Your cousin and I pray that the two of you are very close. You already have an uncle, Josiah but I think you and he will be more like siblings. you also have an aunt on the way, her name is mercy. I love you baby, and I can't wait until the time when we find out if you are a boy or girl and I can call you by your name :) we're going to call you jesse, if you're a boy, and i have a feeling you are a boy, because we can't thnk of any baby girl names just yet, but maybe it's because we just haven't found anything as special as you. I love you my baby, grow safe and strong and don't even forget about jesus.
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Baby Love
By joshandnena » Posted Aug. 12, 2011 2:57pm - 399 views - 0 comments
to my dearest baby boy or girl,
I don't know if you will ever read this and I hope and pray some of the things your mama worries about will never come to pass. The day after tomorrow I will be 8 weeks pregnant, that's about 6-7 weeks you've been growing in my tummy. You gave me quite a scare a few weeks ago, I had a little bit of spotting and the night before last a horrible dream that your daddy and I lost you. But here you are, hanging on strong and doing very well. First of all, I love you with all my heart. It is strange because it doesn't matter that we've never met, so don't let anybody try and fool you that you can't love somebody you've never met, like your wife or husband or little ones. we're living inside time right now but when we get to heaven there will be no time and i don't think our hearts can forget that, nor those we love. Today I had the idea to start your daddy on some videos for you, of things he has to say to you. You see, it is a little bit sad for us, after you are born, very soon after or maybe even before, you daddy is going to be leaving to war in Afghanistan. He is not happy about this, but he joined the army to provide a safe home for you and your mama, before you even came around and this is just the bad part that goes with a job like the army. Although he is protecting you and our country because he loves us very much. When daddy goes to afganistan you and I will pray for him every day back here at home and do our best to provide a safe and happy place for him when he comes home. We will stay strong, get sad sometimes, and I think it will be good for us to go home to California when daddy goes so that we can spend time with your aunts and uncles and cousins! You will have 4 grandparents, two of them are going to be my mom and dad, mormor and I am not sure what grandpa want's to be called. You're going to have your grandpa K, Dad's dad and your grandma, his mom. They all love you so much and will LOVE being around you and getting to know you and helping take care of you and mommy while daddy is gone. You'll have uncle michael and denise, and their little baby due in january! Your cousin and I pray that the two of you are very close. You already have an uncle, Josiah but I think you and he will be more like siblings. you also have an aunt on the way, her name is mercy. I love you baby, and I can't wait until the time when we find out if you are a boy or girl and I can call you by your name :) we're going to call you jesse, if you're a boy, and i have a feeling you are a boy, because we can't thnk of any baby girl names just yet, but maybe it's because we just haven't found anything as special as you. I love you my baby, grow safe and strong and don't even forget about jesus.
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