Community
jami3l3388's Pregnancy
My Due Date: March 24, 2012I have given birth!
Age: 35 years old
Location: Savannah, GA, United States
View All My Journal Entries
My jerk-face
By jami3l3388 » Posted Jul. 19, 2011 1:11am - 399 views - 0 comments
(The Pic is of me and Jerk-face) so today it is now official...I'm Pregnant!!!!!! i took a home test yesterday then went to the doctors today for conformation. So my situation is not ideal and this was an accident, but i'm not upset i'm actually excited. My situation is me and jerk-face have been 2gether for 8 mnths, we are both serving in the army and are stationed in South Korea together and we both are going to new ( & diff) duty stations in the states by the end of august, and we were pretty sure this relationship wouldn't last the distance either. but i still thought.......well i don't know what i was thinking, when i told him earlier today i kind of expected a better reaction than i got. i didn't expect a marriage proposal or anything and i would have been fine if he wasn't really excited (which he wasn't) but i at least expected fo him to act like this was his fault too, not try and make me feel like I did this to him, or like he plans to take responsibility as the father. Nope i got " i dn't want any kids right now, i already have one that i dnt know if its mine an i dont want that one, and pointed out how near impossible it's gunna be with us living in diff places" and that was it. but in my head all i heard was i want nothing to do with this it's your problem.....jerk-face came to my room an hr later to talk an acted like i know nothing about the responsibilities ahead of me....even had the nerve to remind me it's not just a baby doll to play dress-up with. (does me forehead say retard or something) that convo basically was him trying to persuade me to abortion without really saying it out loud. And i did consider it for about 2 seconds because i felt this is his child to and i should take what he wants into consideration but i thought ofhow i would feel and i can't do that to mysef that's not what i want at all......i can't do it. i hope he comes around otherwise im in this alone..
My Journal
My jerk-face
By jami3l3388 » Posted Jul. 19, 2011 1:11am - 399 views - 0 comments
(The Pic is of me and Jerk-face) so today it is now official...I'm Pregnant!!!!!! i took a home test yesterday then went to the doctors today for conformation. So my situation is not ideal and this was an accident, but i'm not upset i'm actually excited. My situation is me and jerk-face have been 2gether for 8 mnths, we are both serving in the army and are stationed in South Korea together and we both are going to new ( & diff) duty stations in the states by the end of august, and we were pretty sure this relationship wouldn't last the distance either. but i still thought.......well i don't know what i was thinking, when i told him earlier today i kind of expected a better reaction than i got. i didn't expect a marriage proposal or anything and i would have been fine if he wasn't really excited (which he wasn't) but i at least expected fo him to act like this was his fault too, not try and make me feel like I did this to him, or like he plans to take responsibility as the father. Nope i got " i dn't want any kids right now, i already have one that i dnt know if its mine an i dont want that one, and pointed out how near impossible it's gunna be with us living in diff places" and that was it. but in my head all i heard was i want nothing to do with this it's your problem.....jerk-face came to my room an hr later to talk an acted like i know nothing about the responsibilities ahead of me....even had the nerve to remind me it's not just a baby doll to play dress-up with. (does me forehead say retard or something) that convo basically was him trying to persuade me to abortion without really saying it out loud. And i did consider it for about 2 seconds because i felt this is his child to and i should take what he wants into consideration but i thought ofhow i would feel and i can't do that to mysef that's not what i want at all......i can't do it. i hope he comes around otherwise im in this alone..
Comments for this Journal Entry
No comments yet. Be the first! |
