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My Due Date: September 9, 2013I am postpartum » My due date was more than 2 weeks ago
Age: 47 years old
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Late and emotional
By Brightstar » Posted Dec. 23, 2012 7:29pm - 271 views - 0 comments
I used to avoid writing when I felt anything other than happy,Now I am all over the place.I feel hot,theres hot flushes I think.
Its ok,everything is ok.Doubt tried to creep in,but I remember so well the spotting of today,I feel like I am falling and I have no control,Everything is alright I tell myself ,it is all ok,everything is brilliant in fact.I am alright,it's a big change,a welcome change I feel like crying,crying like Alice in Alive in wonderland,3 maybe 4 years waiting for this baby,there's no resentment at all,I understand that God's delays are in no way God's denials.
But I am dazzled and jazzled,at the same time,I feel like quivering jelly falling off the plate,what a strange place to be at!
Ah,I do feel better for writing.
I realised how big I am tonight,now need to stay focused,write and get my body to a happier,healthier state for us.No problem.
Thankyou God for your help.
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Late and emotional
By Brightstar » Posted Dec. 23, 2012 7:29pm - 271 views - 0 comments
I used to avoid writing when I felt anything other than happy,Now I am all over the place.I feel hot,theres hot flushes I think.
Its ok,everything is ok.Doubt tried to creep in,but I remember so well the spotting of today,I feel like I am falling and I have no control,Everything is alright I tell myself ,it is all ok,everything is brilliant in fact.I am alright,it's a big change,a welcome change I feel like crying,crying like Alice in Alive in wonderland,3 maybe 4 years waiting for this baby,there's no resentment at all,I understand that God's delays are in no way God's denials.
But I am dazzled and jazzled,at the same time,I feel like quivering jelly falling off the plate,what a strange place to be at!
Ah,I do feel better for writing.
I realised how big I am tonight,now need to stay focused,write and get my body to a happier,healthier state for us.No problem.
Thankyou God for your help.
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