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My Due Date: September 9, 2013I am postpartum » My due date was more than 2 weeks ago
Age: 47 years old
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sweet nothings
By Brightstar » Posted Jan. 8, 2013 10:29pm - 170 views - 0 comments
I have come to write,insomnia seems quite normal to me now,but that's ok,I don't mind.
I feel tense,I need to relax more,starting to look at my life through new eyes,starting to cut out anything that is stressful that I have control of.I decided not to go into town for a while,to use the local shops,it;s still an effort and a walk,but thats ok because I do need fresh air from time to time.Its a beautiful place that I live,there's alott of nature,I appreciate that so much.
I wonder how much the baby has grown,I read that this week the heart beat has started to grow.I remember seeing the heartbeat of Jayke ,what a beautiful thought,we all start to grow heart first :)
I had a nice relaxing evening of The big bang theory,I LOVE that show and some art,a whole evening of art with the boys,it was fantastic.Really soothing.Memories treasured.Life is so precious.
It was warmer today,I woke to the sun beaming through my window.I seemed to sleep well,dreams were a bit crazy,but that is ok.
I am going to focus into my journalling here much more.I took some belly piks,There's no baby bump there obviously,but I felt if I didnt take the pictures,well,then I would have regretted it,so even though I have a little pudge,I took the pictures anyway.I have kept up with my daily dance and callanetics,I know you are proud of me:)will step it up a little each month,really really enjoying it.I have always wanted to get deeper into my dance and music,now is as good a time as any.
I am grateful of the boobage symptoms to night,hey the watery mouth and wierd taste has stopped today.I have read of symptoms being less at this time of pregnancy.
so yes,all is going well.I ate better today,I did have tea and chokkies earlier,the chocolates were a gift,I didnt eat too much,then later I had a beautiful bowl of vegi stew and home made bread,hubby makes the most beautiful bread,thankyou God for my beautiful man,I love him so very much.I am so grateful of my loving family.
I love writing poetry at the moment,it's been years since I wrote poetry,I was always writing poetry as a child.It's fun.
Ah that's better,must remember to take deeper breaths.
I am starting to feel tired now,I believe it's a good thing to do,you know to write out your thoughts like this especially before bed.I write alott privatley too,really helps alott.I took a course called the artists way a little while ago,Julia was right about writing being meditation,of course meditation is clearing of the mind.And I so need that,don't we all!! :)
I had visions of twins again today,I dont know if its wishful thinking,I was right with the twins I lost...so you never know :)
ok,I wish love to all of you with your pregnancies,peace be with you
each and every moment of your lives xxx
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sweet nothings
By Brightstar » Posted Jan. 8, 2013 10:29pm - 170 views - 0 comments
I have come to write,insomnia seems quite normal to me now,but that's ok,I don't mind.
I feel tense,I need to relax more,starting to look at my life through new eyes,starting to cut out anything that is stressful that I have control of.I decided not to go into town for a while,to use the local shops,it;s still an effort and a walk,but thats ok because I do need fresh air from time to time.Its a beautiful place that I live,there's alott of nature,I appreciate that so much.
I wonder how much the baby has grown,I read that this week the heart beat has started to grow.I remember seeing the heartbeat of Jayke ,what a beautiful thought,we all start to grow heart first :)
I had a nice relaxing evening of The big bang theory,I LOVE that show and some art,a whole evening of art with the boys,it was fantastic.Really soothing.Memories treasured.Life is so precious.
It was warmer today,I woke to the sun beaming through my window.I seemed to sleep well,dreams were a bit crazy,but that is ok.
I am going to focus into my journalling here much more.I took some belly piks,There's no baby bump there obviously,but I felt if I didnt take the pictures,well,then I would have regretted it,so even though I have a little pudge,I took the pictures anyway.I have kept up with my daily dance and callanetics,I know you are proud of me:)will step it up a little each month,really really enjoying it.I have always wanted to get deeper into my dance and music,now is as good a time as any.
I am grateful of the boobage symptoms to night,hey the watery mouth and wierd taste has stopped today.I have read of symptoms being less at this time of pregnancy.
so yes,all is going well.I ate better today,I did have tea and chokkies earlier,the chocolates were a gift,I didnt eat too much,then later I had a beautiful bowl of vegi stew and home made bread,hubby makes the most beautiful bread,thankyou God for my beautiful man,I love him so very much.I am so grateful of my loving family.
I love writing poetry at the moment,it's been years since I wrote poetry,I was always writing poetry as a child.It's fun.
Ah that's better,must remember to take deeper breaths.
I am starting to feel tired now,I believe it's a good thing to do,you know to write out your thoughts like this especially before bed.I write alott privatley too,really helps alott.I took a course called the artists way a little while ago,Julia was right about writing being meditation,of course meditation is clearing of the mind.And I so need that,don't we all!! :)
I had visions of twins again today,I dont know if its wishful thinking,I was right with the twins I lost...so you never know :)
ok,I wish love to all of you with your pregnancies,peace be with you
each and every moment of your lives xxx
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