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My Due Date: September 9, 2013I am postpartum » My due date was more than 2 weeks ago
Age: 47 years old
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By Brightstar » Posted Jan. 16, 2013 3:28pm - 154 views - 0 comments
The headache has finally cleared,thankyou God,that was a long long headache.I was concerned today because I had chocolate and patry,so I have had lots of cucumber,and later will have lots of apple ,lovely sweet juicy apple to balance me out again.Boobs are still going for it,my lower back aches a little too.Really enjoyed the dance,going to have to dance again shortly.Going to start taking better care of myself,get my clothes ready for tomorrow,when I start showing I will get some bella bands.I will be getting deeper into meditation and prayer too.
My teeth were getting sore,so I got this wonderful thing called a miswak stick,its from a tree,it was the very first tooth brush many years ago.My teeth are instantlky soothed,I realised my mouth was feeling sore and my gums seemed unhappy.
I feel like drawing rather than sculpting tonight.So once I have posted here,going to put a lovely ole classic movie on,it always reminds me of my Nannas house when I play an ole time movie,I really loved my visits and sleep overs with my Nanna,Elsie was her name.Love you Elsie.She was a sweet lady.
must sort out my hair,it is all over the place.I need a new look,will set to work on it over the next days.Will start by preparing my clothes for tomorrow,and generally being more organised.see change is gradual isn't it,look at pregnancy,how gradual our bodies change and our babies grow but yet look at the end result,it is just astounding isn't it?
I am still feeling twins could be a possibility,we won't find out though until I give birth,as I will be having what is called by many ''unassisted pregnancy'',,I would say ''natural pregnancy''.Of course if I felt there was any problem at all,I would seek help,however with my last 2 losses I needed help,I went to get it,and sadly none of the medical people would help,they would not even listen.There are many women taking this option now,you can find alott of information.I have had 2 unassisted early pregnancies/losses,and one unassisted birth,Jayke was born into his daddies arms.So God willing,with blessings of God we will be doing the same here.
I thought about how it will be without a scan,but then I realised why scans are given,sure the mother gets to see her baby,the downside I see there is that ingeneral they are looking for illness,looking for problems,if I was once again having twins,they would be over cautious and spinning worries my way,I wish to enjoy this pregnancy and anymore pregnancies if I have them,thankyou God.I don't write this for you to agree with me,we are all different,each of us makes her own choices,and thankyou God,these choices are mine.I am going to go now and do some pregnancy art.I will see you later :)much love and happy baby dust to you x
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By Brightstar » Posted Jan. 16, 2013 3:28pm - 154 views - 0 comments
The headache has finally cleared,thankyou God,that was a long long headache.I was concerned today because I had chocolate and patry,so I have had lots of cucumber,and later will have lots of apple ,lovely sweet juicy apple to balance me out again.Boobs are still going for it,my lower back aches a little too.Really enjoyed the dance,going to have to dance again shortly.Going to start taking better care of myself,get my clothes ready for tomorrow,when I start showing I will get some bella bands.I will be getting deeper into meditation and prayer too.
My teeth were getting sore,so I got this wonderful thing called a miswak stick,its from a tree,it was the very first tooth brush many years ago.My teeth are instantlky soothed,I realised my mouth was feeling sore and my gums seemed unhappy.
I feel like drawing rather than sculpting tonight.So once I have posted here,going to put a lovely ole classic movie on,it always reminds me of my Nannas house when I play an ole time movie,I really loved my visits and sleep overs with my Nanna,Elsie was her name.Love you Elsie.She was a sweet lady.
must sort out my hair,it is all over the place.I need a new look,will set to work on it over the next days.Will start by preparing my clothes for tomorrow,and generally being more organised.see change is gradual isn't it,look at pregnancy,how gradual our bodies change and our babies grow but yet look at the end result,it is just astounding isn't it?
I am still feeling twins could be a possibility,we won't find out though until I give birth,as I will be having what is called by many ''unassisted pregnancy'',,I would say ''natural pregnancy''.Of course if I felt there was any problem at all,I would seek help,however with my last 2 losses I needed help,I went to get it,and sadly none of the medical people would help,they would not even listen.There are many women taking this option now,you can find alott of information.I have had 2 unassisted early pregnancies/losses,and one unassisted birth,Jayke was born into his daddies arms.So God willing,with blessings of God we will be doing the same here.
I thought about how it will be without a scan,but then I realised why scans are given,sure the mother gets to see her baby,the downside I see there is that ingeneral they are looking for illness,looking for problems,if I was once again having twins,they would be over cautious and spinning worries my way,I wish to enjoy this pregnancy and anymore pregnancies if I have them,thankyou God.I don't write this for you to agree with me,we are all different,each of us makes her own choices,and thankyou God,these choices are mine.I am going to go now and do some pregnancy art.I will see you later :)much love and happy baby dust to you x
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