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gaining confidence
By Lozie84 » Posted Mar. 10, 2013 1:02am - 169 views - 3 comments

so today i am 9 weeks. i feel like im gaining confidence that my little "coco" will survive. then when i least expect it i am hit with nerves and fear! i can not wait to get another month down the track. i hope by then i can relax more and not have these times of fear and worry.
Im not really sure how to manage the moments. some parts of my mind say its irrational to still be so scared, and other times it seems completely rational.
Its so weird having such a battle in my mind!

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	Comment from Lozie84 » Posted Mar. 11, 2013 2:09am Thanks ladies. i think once i get past the last miscarriage date and in to 2nd trimester this cloud of doubt may finally leave. i appreciate the support and knowing im not alone in these worries, that actually makes me feel less insane hahaha. Hope your morning sickness eases up brittthomp4. wishing you both good health over the months ahead xx
	Comment from brittthomp4 » Posted Mar. 10, 2013 1:52pm I feel the same ways sometimes, in shock that I still have morning sickness and that everything is good so far. Keep your chin up and sending you lots of luck!!
	Comment from HasntSunkIn » Posted Mar. 10, 2013 11:26am I know exactly what you mean. I'm having a hard time accepting that, yes, this is really going to be ok and move forward, even though I have no reason to believe otherwise. Sometimes I don't think the message boards and book reading help. I feel like they slow time down, point out all the anomalies and reiterate the 12 week mark excessively. I'm so happy for you that you are making this jouney, and I'm sending you good luck and peace of mind for the next 7 months!