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My Due Date: October 9, 2013I have given birth!
Age: 40 years old
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the joy of family... and pregnancy hormones!!!
By Lozie84 » Posted Jul. 28, 2013 1:09am - 200 views - 2 comments
so my sister is still being a damn b*tch. she keeps telling everyone that im being a pain and buying everything for myself. in the entire pregnancy ive bought nearly nothing. everything has been GIVEN to me. i cant control people's generosity. she also has in her head that i have heaps of stuff i dont. no matter how many times i tell her i dont have them it doesnt sink in. its to the point im angry, and im going to SNAP at her big time soon. seriously over it. i sadly wish she was not having anything to do with my shower. my friends and family that are coming have been nothing but lovely, and then theres my turd little sister.
then last night at a family gig the evil cousin that noone likes came. he came up to me when he arrived to hug me, he rubbed my belly... and said "oh no, what are you doing?" i felt like smashing him in the face. he doesnt know anything about the pregnancy or my life coz we havent spoken in years. and dude if you're going to be rude DONT TOUCH ME. OR MY BABY. then there was comments all night. and everyone noticed, even my little sister who as mentioned above is being a turd lol. then of all things he asks me to drive him home. i tried to leave without him!!! then in the car he made yet another comment. omgosh i dont know whats wrong with me but all i wanted to do was pull over and kick his ass out of my car. what a jerk.
so i thought about it the whole drive home and got worked up. i put it down to being tired. i slept til 3pm today lmao. and now im awake and up i am still crazy MAD. im generally not an angry person, i feel so enraged! Lucky i dont have a husband or we might not be together right now i might have killed him and eaten him for dinner or something lol.
i really hope this settles down i hate feeling these angry feelings. i just want to be my happy self again.
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the joy of family... and pregnancy hormones!!!
By Lozie84 » Posted Jul. 28, 2013 1:09am - 200 views - 2 comments
so my sister is still being a damn b*tch. she keeps telling everyone that im being a pain and buying everything for myself. in the entire pregnancy ive bought nearly nothing. everything has been GIVEN to me. i cant control people's generosity. she also has in her head that i have heaps of stuff i dont. no matter how many times i tell her i dont have them it doesnt sink in. its to the point im angry, and im going to SNAP at her big time soon. seriously over it. i sadly wish she was not having anything to do with my shower. my friends and family that are coming have been nothing but lovely, and then theres my turd little sister.
then last night at a family gig the evil cousin that noone likes came. he came up to me when he arrived to hug me, he rubbed my belly... and said "oh no, what are you doing?" i felt like smashing him in the face. he doesnt know anything about the pregnancy or my life coz we havent spoken in years. and dude if you're going to be rude DONT TOUCH ME. OR MY BABY. then there was comments all night. and everyone noticed, even my little sister who as mentioned above is being a turd lol. then of all things he asks me to drive him home. i tried to leave without him!!! then in the car he made yet another comment. omgosh i dont know whats wrong with me but all i wanted to do was pull over and kick his ass out of my car. what a jerk.
so i thought about it the whole drive home and got worked up. i put it down to being tired. i slept til 3pm today lmao. and now im awake and up i am still crazy MAD. im generally not an angry person, i feel so enraged! Lucky i dont have a husband or we might not be together right now i might have killed him and eaten him for dinner or something lol.
i really hope this settles down i hate feeling these angry feelings. i just want to be my happy self again.
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 | Comment from Lozie84 » Posted Jul. 29, 2013 6:31am thanks babe. im much calmer today. i think the anger built up and what comes next is tears. that has also happened haha. just a bag of random emotions! so glad to hear you are moody too! it makes me feel a bit better about the way things are |
 | Comment from memi0828 » Posted Jul. 28, 2013 2:15pm I have been moody lately too and its gets harder to hold you tongue. Don't worry about your cousin, its a reason why no one likes him LOL. Sometimes people don't realize how much a baby needs. They go through like 4 outfits a day, just from accidents and spit up. Plus the grow like weeds. It doesn't matter if you get 2 of the same things. You can always take it to the store and get a credit for it or exchange it for a larger size. The credit can always be used for diapers. |
