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My Due Date: October 15, 2013I have given birth!
Age: 39 years old
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Frustrated
By memi0828 » Posted May. 13, 2013 4:07pm - 326 views - 0 comments
My friend talked me into having a baby shower. I dont like throwing parties etc because I'm afraid of no one showing up etc. My friend stated that Sept will be better for her because she has some trips planned this ummer. I thought labor day weekend would be best because it is 3 day weekend and also my son birthday. I dont live by any family or friends and everybody would have to travel. I want to combine the parties since my family would be in town. My friend is no longer planning/ hosting the shower because she feels like I am taking over. All I did was tell my family the date so they can mark their calendars and plan the trip. Now it seems like I'm planning my own shower. I dont care about the shower I was more excited about my son having birthday party.I can provide whatever my baby needs on my own. I hate feeling disappointed and I feel like my friend left me high and dry. It makes me wonder why I fool with people in the first place.
It may be my hormones or I may jut be in a bitchy mood but I contacted my midwife because I havent been feeling well and possibly other problems. She gets back to me and says your uterus is growing and we can check it out at your next appt. WTF! yes, I'm pregnant but I also know when something doesnt seem right. I have just been with this insurance company since November and dont think I can make a sick visit and just go in. Ugh, maybe things will be better after I take a nap.
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Frustrated
By memi0828 » Posted May. 13, 2013 4:07pm - 326 views - 0 comments
My friend talked me into having a baby shower. I dont like throwing parties etc because I'm afraid of no one showing up etc. My friend stated that Sept will be better for her because she has some trips planned this ummer. I thought labor day weekend would be best because it is 3 day weekend and also my son birthday. I dont live by any family or friends and everybody would have to travel. I want to combine the parties since my family would be in town. My friend is no longer planning/ hosting the shower because she feels like I am taking over. All I did was tell my family the date so they can mark their calendars and plan the trip. Now it seems like I'm planning my own shower. I dont care about the shower I was more excited about my son having birthday party.I can provide whatever my baby needs on my own. I hate feeling disappointed and I feel like my friend left me high and dry. It makes me wonder why I fool with people in the first place.
It may be my hormones or I may jut be in a bitchy mood but I contacted my midwife because I havent been feeling well and possibly other problems. She gets back to me and says your uterus is growing and we can check it out at your next appt. WTF! yes, I'm pregnant but I also know when something doesnt seem right. I have just been with this insurance company since November and dont think I can make a sick visit and just go in. Ugh, maybe things will be better after I take a nap.
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