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My Due Date: November 22, 2014I am postpartum » My due date was more than 2 weeks ago
Age: 41 years old
Location: Nairobi, Kenya
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...sadness...
By 2Beemee » Posted Dec. 2, 2011 2:05am - 357 views - 0 comments
Av lived alone since I was 19. Got married 1 and half yrs ago to a man who works in another country and I didn't mind. Coz am so used to being alone anyway. Last time DH was home was when we got married a year n half ago. After I got preggo,I was ok with being alone. But at 20 weeks I started getting back issues due to house work plus work. So a cousin of mine who lives with my siz came to stay with me for 2mnths until my husband comes next week. A week ago my niece closed school for vacation and cane to live with us. She is nine. A breath of fresh air bringing laughter to my house. We were singing n dancing and reading and having loads of fun! Yesterday night after a fun filled day,we were watching a cartoon at night and she said " I miss my mama. Aunty..will u take me home tomorrow?" At that point my heart broke in two... I have been crying since last night. My face is swollen,my eyes bloodshot,I threw up my breakfast and now am cramping. I have never felf so alone in my entire life! She left this morning and I could not bear look at her when she kissed my belly goodbye. Am so sad. My cousin had to leave as well coz she is her baby sitter. Now am all alone. My baby belly n I. And I cannot WAIT for my own baby to be born.. Thank God DH is coming in a weeks time. I hope I manage it till then.. Am not 23 n half weeks. I miss my unborn baby...
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...sadness...
By 2Beemee » Posted Dec. 2, 2011 2:05am - 357 views - 0 comments
Av lived alone since I was 19. Got married 1 and half yrs ago to a man who works in another country and I didn't mind. Coz am so used to being alone anyway. Last time DH was home was when we got married a year n half ago. After I got preggo,I was ok with being alone. But at 20 weeks I started getting back issues due to house work plus work. So a cousin of mine who lives with my siz came to stay with me for 2mnths until my husband comes next week. A week ago my niece closed school for vacation and cane to live with us. She is nine. A breath of fresh air bringing laughter to my house. We were singing n dancing and reading and having loads of fun! Yesterday night after a fun filled day,we were watching a cartoon at night and she said " I miss my mama. Aunty..will u take me home tomorrow?" At that point my heart broke in two... I have been crying since last night. My face is swollen,my eyes bloodshot,I threw up my breakfast and now am cramping. I have never felf so alone in my entire life! She left this morning and I could not bear look at her when she kissed my belly goodbye. Am so sad. My cousin had to leave as well coz she is her baby sitter. Now am all alone. My baby belly n I. And I cannot WAIT for my own baby to be born.. Thank God DH is coming in a weeks time. I hope I manage it till then.. Am not 23 n half weeks. I miss my unborn baby...
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