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My Due Date: March 13, 2014I am postpartum » My due date was more than 2 weeks ago
Age: 38 years old
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Miscarriage Dreams
By cbrown0815 » Posted Jul. 29, 2013 8:18am - 207 views - 0 comments
I've had at least 3 so far and I'm not even 8 weeks yet. This is going to be a LONG first trimester. All this worrying (even subconscious) can't be good. Not saying I can predict the future, Lord knows I've had PLENTY of BFP dreams during the 3 years it took to conceive. It's just always in the back of my mind. I sometimes find myself looking up miscarriage stories...seeing how far along they were....what symptoms they experienced....how they're dealing with it. Maybe if i watch enough and I am unfortunate enough to go through it myself, I'll be more desensitized to it? I want to be more positive, but I don't want to think I'm untouchable. Keeping it all inside at the moment, David is starting to get rather annoyed at my pessimism. I don't blame him. OK, from this moment on: No more miscarriage blogs or vlogs, talking about the future with the baby, be more happy.
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Miscarriage Dreams
By cbrown0815 » Posted Jul. 29, 2013 8:18am - 207 views - 0 comments
I've had at least 3 so far and I'm not even 8 weeks yet. This is going to be a LONG first trimester. All this worrying (even subconscious) can't be good. Not saying I can predict the future, Lord knows I've had PLENTY of BFP dreams during the 3 years it took to conceive. It's just always in the back of my mind. I sometimes find myself looking up miscarriage stories...seeing how far along they were....what symptoms they experienced....how they're dealing with it. Maybe if i watch enough and I am unfortunate enough to go through it myself, I'll be more desensitized to it? I want to be more positive, but I don't want to think I'm untouchable. Keeping it all inside at the moment, David is starting to get rather annoyed at my pessimism. I don't blame him. OK, from this moment on: No more miscarriage blogs or vlogs, talking about the future with the baby, be more happy.
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