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Stacyfoo's Pregnancy
My Due Date: May 29, 2014I am postpartum » My due date was more than 2 weeks ago
Age: 44 years old
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So Many Fears..
By Stacyfoo » Posted Sep. 23, 2013 1:17pm - 340 views - 1 comment
So yesterday I woke up to a few spots of bright red blood. No big deal. It was only one or two in the toilet and a bit when i wiped, then nothing. I thought, "hey cool.. implantation bleeding!" It wasn't something I had with my angel. My husband and I ended up having sex yesterday, and when i went to the bathroom before going to bed last night, there was more spotting. I don't know if it was the strain of trying to have a bm (constipated already!), perhaps IB, or from the sex, but needless to say I'm a bit freaked out - especially after our loss last year.
I tried talking to my doctor, but that was pointless. They don't even believe I'm truly pregnant yet. I started getting my bfps at 8dpo, and went in a few days later for their test, which the girl couldn't tell if there was a line or not. I'm supposed to be going in tonight after work and pee in a cup again for them. My biggest fear at the moment? That the test will somehow still be negative when I get there tonight. I've been testing every day since i got the first, and they're getting progressively darker.
I need to try to stop being so negative, but it's difficult now that my rose colored pregnancy glasses have been removed.
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So Many Fears..
By Stacyfoo » Posted Sep. 23, 2013 1:17pm - 340 views - 1 comment
So yesterday I woke up to a few spots of bright red blood. No big deal. It was only one or two in the toilet and a bit when i wiped, then nothing. I thought, "hey cool.. implantation bleeding!" It wasn't something I had with my angel. My husband and I ended up having sex yesterday, and when i went to the bathroom before going to bed last night, there was more spotting. I don't know if it was the strain of trying to have a bm (constipated already!), perhaps IB, or from the sex, but needless to say I'm a bit freaked out - especially after our loss last year.
I tried talking to my doctor, but that was pointless. They don't even believe I'm truly pregnant yet. I started getting my bfps at 8dpo, and went in a few days later for their test, which the girl couldn't tell if there was a line or not. I'm supposed to be going in tonight after work and pee in a cup again for them. My biggest fear at the moment? That the test will somehow still be negative when I get there tonight. I've been testing every day since i got the first, and they're getting progressively darker.
I need to try to stop being so negative, but it's difficult now that my rose colored pregnancy glasses have been removed.
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 | Comment from MamaKB18 » Posted Sep. 28, 2013 8:01pm I hope everything is ok now. I know how worried I am during pregnancy and I haven't been through your heartache. If you need to talk, vent, or talk about your fears I'm here. Hugs |
