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Had my u/s and its twins again im in shock......
By Amandahugzandkiss » Posted Aug. 21, 2014 3:13pm - 525 views - 7 comments

Had a early scan done yesterday and I am about 5 1/2 weeks with twins. Fraternal twins all they could see at this stage were two sacs still very small 0.98cm each. I was prego with twins my last pregnancy and lost them at 22weeks so I am terrified stressed and the docs want me to make a disicion. They want me to choose either taking one baby out and have a bigger percentage on holding on to baby with a stitch put in or keep them both and have a 50 percent chance of loosing them again. I am so upset scared and confused I don't know if I could go through that I was not expecting this who am I to says who lives or who passes that very thought just breaks my heart. Last pregnancy I had a emergency stitch put in so they only had 2cm to work with at 11 weeks but if the can stitch more of my cervix would I have a batter chance?:/

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	Comment from estone » Posted Aug. 28, 2014 11:22pm What a difficult choice. Wow twins again! Do they run in your history? Hugs to you and I hope you can make the decision that you feel comfortable with.
	Comment from Amandahugzandkiss » Posted Aug. 27, 2014 7:17pm Thanks Autumn that mean a lot to me I am always thinking of you and baby too HUGZ!!!!
	Comment from Papas~Mama » Posted Aug. 25, 2014 6:06pm That's rough but I think you would regret "choosing which one lives," I don't understand how anyone could even suggest that you make that choice. I'd think that doing that could cause you to possibly lose both of them anyhow, it sounds risky. Of course it's all up to you but I would "let go and let God." Always thinking of you and babies, Autumn
	Comment from aprilluvsmoz » Posted Aug. 21, 2014 6:31pm Congratulations on your pregnancy and I am sorry about the decision you have to make. Get a second decision and whatever decision you come to make sure its right for you and your family
	Comment from Amandahugzandkiss » Posted Aug. 21, 2014 5:27pm That's a really good idea to get a second opinion I def don't want to go through the horrible pain thanks for hugz+
	Comment from Mmkohl » Posted Aug. 21, 2014 4:04pm If I were you I'd let them both be. There is a reason for there being two. And like you said...who are you to decide who lives or who passes. I guess I don't think I would be able to let one go because I would always wonder what what if the baby would have been fine. It is a very hard decision to make. Do what you feel is best for you. Maybe even get a second opinion before you decide anything. Best of wishes to you!
	Comment from stillfuntryin » Posted Aug. 21, 2014 3:29pm That's a hard one girl, I am so sorry you have to make the choice, if it were me I would prob have one taken out, although its a heartbreaking decision it won't be anywhere near as hard as if history repeated its self, hugs!!