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My Due Date: February 4, 2014I have given birth!
Age: 28 years old
Location: Long Jetty, Central Coast, Australia
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Being 36+6 weeks, having a horrible midwife and feeling selfish.
By *~Tylers_Mummy~* » Posted Jan. 12, 2014 8:42pm - 300 views - 0 comments
36+6 weeks pregnant...
3-4 more weeks to go until my due date and I feel so freaking HORRIBLE! Everything hurts, my ribs constantly have pressure pushing up on them due to Tyler, my BH are getting more stronger and they come with pain every now and again . I Just want Tyler out of me NOW! Im constantly thinking about giving birth and whats going to happen.
I always think what type of mum im going to be to my son, I want to be the best mum possible.
The Midwife...
I am up to midwife number 6, my other midwives were either pregnant or sick so I was always given a new one... Midwife number 6 is my last one but... I HATE HER!!!!!! It takes a lot for me to hate someone. It was a 30° C (86° F) day, I was sweaty irritated and sore. She was 20 minutes late for my appointment but I still kept calm and didn't say anything to her.
She did what she had to do and then asked how many people will be in the room when I give birth. So I said My mum, sister, mother-in-law and my partner.
I then got the news that I can only have 2 people in the room but she said it so bitchy like she wants to control who I have and what I can and cant do.
Too bad im having my mum and mother in law with me and my partner when it is time to give birth (got rid of my sister as we all know she was in it for the wrong reasons and the creep wanted to see a baby come out of a vagina and not there to support me)
I would feel much more comfortable having my mum, mother in law and partner in there for support as its what I want and not what she wants.
Feeling selfish..
I don't want people bombarding me and my newborn when he is born. I was planning on keeping everyone away for 2-4 weeks until I feel comfortable.
My nieces and nephew are extremely naughty and will fight over Tyler and who gets to hold him first (They will not be holding him as they be stupid and I don't trust them as they are between the ages on 7-9) they constantly have skin infections and other things. I dont want tyler catching anything that will put him into hospital. My brothers and sister are so loud and obnoxious and they will want to use him as a pass the parcel which again I dont feel comfortable with...
My mum thinks I should let everyone see him but I live 1hr and a half to 2hrs away from them all and they will expect me to take him down to where they are.
Is it so selfish of me that I dont want anyone around when I come out of hospital until I feel comfortable?
I dont know what to do and I am so confused...
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Being 36+6 weeks, having a horrible midwife and feeling selfish.
By *~Tylers_Mummy~* » Posted Jan. 12, 2014 8:42pm - 300 views - 0 comments
36+6 weeks pregnant...
3-4 more weeks to go until my due date and I feel so freaking HORRIBLE! Everything hurts, my ribs constantly have pressure pushing up on them due to Tyler, my BH are getting more stronger and they come with pain every now and again . I Just want Tyler out of me NOW! Im constantly thinking about giving birth and whats going to happen.
I always think what type of mum im going to be to my son, I want to be the best mum possible.
The Midwife...
I am up to midwife number 6, my other midwives were either pregnant or sick so I was always given a new one... Midwife number 6 is my last one but... I HATE HER!!!!!! It takes a lot for me to hate someone. It was a 30° C (86° F) day, I was sweaty irritated and sore. She was 20 minutes late for my appointment but I still kept calm and didn't say anything to her.
She did what she had to do and then asked how many people will be in the room when I give birth. So I said My mum, sister, mother-in-law and my partner.
I then got the news that I can only have 2 people in the room but she said it so bitchy like she wants to control who I have and what I can and cant do.
Too bad im having my mum and mother in law with me and my partner when it is time to give birth (got rid of my sister as we all know she was in it for the wrong reasons and the creep wanted to see a baby come out of a vagina and not there to support me)
I would feel much more comfortable having my mum, mother in law and partner in there for support as its what I want and not what she wants.
Feeling selfish..
I don't want people bombarding me and my newborn when he is born. I was planning on keeping everyone away for 2-4 weeks until I feel comfortable.
My nieces and nephew are extremely naughty and will fight over Tyler and who gets to hold him first (They will not be holding him as they be stupid and I don't trust them as they are between the ages on 7-9) they constantly have skin infections and other things. I dont want tyler catching anything that will put him into hospital. My brothers and sister are so loud and obnoxious and they will want to use him as a pass the parcel which again I dont feel comfortable with...
My mum thinks I should let everyone see him but I live 1hr and a half to 2hrs away from them all and they will expect me to take him down to where they are.
Is it so selfish of me that I dont want anyone around when I come out of hospital until I feel comfortable?
I dont know what to do and I am so confused...
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