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My Due Date: September 27, 2014I have given birth!
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By Amarylis13 » Posted May. 21, 2014 11:18am - 249 views - 3 comments
This can't be over quick enough. I like the outcome of pregnancy but dear god do I hate pregnancy. Why can't we lay an egg or something like that? I never hit that feel good for a couple of weeks stage. I feel like shit the moment I miss a period and steadily feel worse until I pop. Why can't pregnancy be enjoyable for me? My daughter I had to be on partial bed rest almost the whole time because if I stood too long I started spotting and then once I hit 24 weeks if I stood too long I have contractions.
This time I am in pain and can barely eat. almost 22 weeks and I am sure I've had a couple of contractions already so I'm probably going to have to deal with that again too. I feel like my pelvis is split in half and get shooting pains up the front. I can barely eat since I still randomly throw up. I can't even sleep right because I get restless legs for most of the night. I don't know how women enjoy this. Why do I get such crappy pregnancies? I'm just going to get more pain and less mobility now. I'm going to be finding out about a tubal if my husband still doesn't want a vasectomy. There is no way I am doing this again.
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By Amarylis13 » Posted May. 21, 2014 11:18am - 249 views - 3 comments
This can't be over quick enough. I like the outcome of pregnancy but dear god do I hate pregnancy. Why can't we lay an egg or something like that? I never hit that feel good for a couple of weeks stage. I feel like shit the moment I miss a period and steadily feel worse until I pop. Why can't pregnancy be enjoyable for me? My daughter I had to be on partial bed rest almost the whole time because if I stood too long I started spotting and then once I hit 24 weeks if I stood too long I have contractions.
This time I am in pain and can barely eat. almost 22 weeks and I am sure I've had a couple of contractions already so I'm probably going to have to deal with that again too. I feel like my pelvis is split in half and get shooting pains up the front. I can barely eat since I still randomly throw up. I can't even sleep right because I get restless legs for most of the night. I don't know how women enjoy this. Why do I get such crappy pregnancies? I'm just going to get more pain and less mobility now. I'm going to be finding out about a tubal if my husband still doesn't want a vasectomy. There is no way I am doing this again.
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 | Comment from jennavee » Posted May. 21, 2014 8:38pm You're over halfway there! I hope you don't have to go on bedrest! I know how it feels to have a miserable pregnancy. You have every right to complain! Some people just have easy pregnancies and it doesn't seem fair!! :-/ |
| Comment from stillfuntryin » Posted May. 21, 2014 5:00pm Sorry its tough for you but always remember the people that would give their right arm to be in your position! | |
 | Comment from estone » Posted May. 21, 2014 3:56pm I'm sorry pregnancy is so tough for you. Soon enough, you will have a beautiful baby and this will just be a brief chunk of time. |
