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My Due Date: October 18, 2017I have given birth!
Age: 37 years old
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Worry worry worry
By darladybug » Posted Mar. 2, 2017 7:14am - 271 views - 0 comments
So, I am 7 weeks 1 day pregnant today! But, I need to stop worrying. This is my 4th pregnancy, right after we went through a mmc. I know this is a huge part of why I am so anxious about everything. My first 2 pregnancies were blissfully uneventful and ended with full term, perfect, healthy babies. I know statistically we have a better chance at being this baby home, but I can't shake the worry. I think what bothers me most is my symptoms... They just aren't as strong as I want them to be. Not a lot of queasiness and not everyday, no real aversions, breast are a little sore, and a couple headaches so far. Although, with my mc I had crazy nausea that had stopped suddenly and it was the worst ms I had with any of my pregnancies. I think I just need to let this all out. I have my first appointment on the 14th. But, they don't have an ultrasound scheduled.... They told me they would do a first trimester ultrasound with this pregnancy though, so they might be able to squeeze me in. It's only 12 days away.... Oh, and I have been doing this stupid thing like checking for a heartbeat with my home Doppler already. I know it's super early, but I've been praying that I can pick it up every time. I'm impatient and anxious and these are not good combinations!
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Worry worry worry
By darladybug » Posted Mar. 2, 2017 7:14am - 271 views - 0 comments
So, I am 7 weeks 1 day pregnant today! But, I need to stop worrying. This is my 4th pregnancy, right after we went through a mmc. I know this is a huge part of why I am so anxious about everything. My first 2 pregnancies were blissfully uneventful and ended with full term, perfect, healthy babies. I know statistically we have a better chance at being this baby home, but I can't shake the worry. I think what bothers me most is my symptoms... They just aren't as strong as I want them to be. Not a lot of queasiness and not everyday, no real aversions, breast are a little sore, and a couple headaches so far. Although, with my mc I had crazy nausea that had stopped suddenly and it was the worst ms I had with any of my pregnancies. I think I just need to let this all out. I have my first appointment on the 14th. But, they don't have an ultrasound scheduled.... They told me they would do a first trimester ultrasound with this pregnancy though, so they might be able to squeeze me in. It's only 12 days away.... Oh, and I have been doing this stupid thing like checking for a heartbeat with my home Doppler already. I know it's super early, but I've been praying that I can pick it up every time. I'm impatient and anxious and these are not good combinations!
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