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My Due Date: July 19, 2015I have given birth!
Age: 39 years old
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By rcorinne » Posted Mar. 23, 2015 5:03am - 419 views - 3 comments
Okay, this is a bit more revealing than I usually go, but I don't know, after watching the video for "Try" by Colbie Caillet, it could have been inspired. I sometimes do things without thinking too much about them and later wonder why. I took this picture and a few more over 24h ago. I don't really remember the reason exactly. Perhaps it was my scientific mind. Perhaps I was feeling confident. Perhaps I felt like measuring the progress of my growth without the hindrance of clothes. Perhaps I wanted to say, "see this is what a pregnant body looks like with no adornment." I feel like there is a lot going on under my clothes when it comes to pregnancy. It's funny, I wore sweaters this weekend, and people were commenting over and over again how tiny and barely noticeable my little bump was. Excuse me?! My belly is far from what it looked like pre-pregnancy. And if you'd even paid the tiniest attention to my breasts, they are about double the size they were a few months ago. Anyway. I digress. There it is. My tired self just before bed in my pj pants and bra on a Saturday night. I stayed up the last few hours (much past midnight) working on a "free" photobook of my family. I paid so much attention to getting the right pictures. My favorite pictures. The most representative pictures. The "good ones." Hmm. That's not quite reality. Is it? Just thoughts. I'm afraid to go to work tomorrow. Afraid of the unknown. My boss is out for most of the week, and she wants me to do independent research. I hate the idea. I honestly crave structure and supervision. Sigh. I just don't want to disappoint or flounder around hoping I'm headed in the right direction. Silly me. I should really be more confident. I do think too much sometimes. All the time. Okay. 3 or 4 more hours available for sleep. Better get those winks, so I'm not dying too much today.
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By rcorinne » Posted Mar. 23, 2015 5:03am - 419 views - 3 comments
Okay, this is a bit more revealing than I usually go, but I don't know, after watching the video for "Try" by Colbie Caillet, it could have been inspired. I sometimes do things without thinking too much about them and later wonder why. I took this picture and a few more over 24h ago. I don't really remember the reason exactly. Perhaps it was my scientific mind. Perhaps I was feeling confident. Perhaps I felt like measuring the progress of my growth without the hindrance of clothes. Perhaps I wanted to say, "see this is what a pregnant body looks like with no adornment." I feel like there is a lot going on under my clothes when it comes to pregnancy. It's funny, I wore sweaters this weekend, and people were commenting over and over again how tiny and barely noticeable my little bump was. Excuse me?! My belly is far from what it looked like pre-pregnancy. And if you'd even paid the tiniest attention to my breasts, they are about double the size they were a few months ago. Anyway. I digress. There it is. My tired self just before bed in my pj pants and bra on a Saturday night. I stayed up the last few hours (much past midnight) working on a "free" photobook of my family. I paid so much attention to getting the right pictures. My favorite pictures. The most representative pictures. The "good ones." Hmm. That's not quite reality. Is it? Just thoughts. I'm afraid to go to work tomorrow. Afraid of the unknown. My boss is out for most of the week, and she wants me to do independent research. I hate the idea. I honestly crave structure and supervision. Sigh. I just don't want to disappoint or flounder around hoping I'm headed in the right direction. Silly me. I should really be more confident. I do think too much sometimes. All the time. Okay. 3 or 4 more hours available for sleep. Better get those winks, so I'm not dying too much today.
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 | Comment from Heathernnsb29 » Posted Mar. 23, 2015 4:50pm People always tell me I'm small too and I think the same thing you do, excuse me lol! Anyways, You look great!!! |
 | Comment from tjwjtw21 » Posted Mar. 23, 2015 9:42am So beautiful and just perfect!! No shame in sharing it (at least here) but I don't think anywhere. It's amazing the opinions people will have no less speak of to pregnant women. Wear it proudly mama!!! |
 | Comment from RedBetty » Posted Mar. 23, 2015 6:28am You know you are absolutely adorable, right? Look at that sweet bump. It isn't as small as those people mentioned but then, it isn't so big either. It is just perfect. As huge as my bump is starting to get, some people still say it looks small and it is just based on what I am wearing at that point in time. And the boobs..... all I can say to mine is please don't ever go back to how small you were before, looool. You look great hun |
