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My Due Date: August 22, 2018I am postpartum » My due date was more than 2 weeks ago
Age: 40 years old
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Nervous and excited for 1st scan (7 wks) tomorrow
By rachie1 » Posted Jan. 3, 2018 12:53am - 180 views - 0 comments
I don't know why my OB allows such early ultrasounds, but I'm not gonna argue. This time around, I'm much more nervous. I remember my BIL expressing envy of our excitement without fear last time, and it wasn't like I couldn't understand that at the time, but it's just super real now. So I'm half excited, half nervous. Will there be 1 heartbeat? Or two? Or none? Or a faint one? I've had more spotting (but that could go either way). I've had tons of nausea (so that's positive... I guess). My boobs are on fire (but they look hot AF). My husband keeps saying we'll be fine either way. That's true, but I don't know if I can do all this a third time. Just... all of it. Coming off psych meds, feeling miserable, the constant worry. I don't know how some of you ladies are still standing after multiple losses.
Sorry to be Debbie Downer! Not really, ha! That's kinda me.
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Nervous and excited for 1st scan (7 wks) tomorrow
By rachie1 » Posted Jan. 3, 2018 12:53am - 180 views - 0 comments
I don't know why my OB allows such early ultrasounds, but I'm not gonna argue. This time around, I'm much more nervous. I remember my BIL expressing envy of our excitement without fear last time, and it wasn't like I couldn't understand that at the time, but it's just super real now. So I'm half excited, half nervous. Will there be 1 heartbeat? Or two? Or none? Or a faint one? I've had more spotting (but that could go either way). I've had tons of nausea (so that's positive... I guess). My boobs are on fire (but they look hot AF). My husband keeps saying we'll be fine either way. That's true, but I don't know if I can do all this a third time. Just... all of it. Coming off psych meds, feeling miserable, the constant worry. I don't know how some of you ladies are still standing after multiple losses.
Sorry to be Debbie Downer! Not really, ha! That's kinda me.
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