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Mamaof2soon3's Pregnancy

My Due Date: August 28, 2012
I have given birth!
Age: 37 years old

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hmmmmm......?
By Mamaof2soon3 » Posted Jan. 22, 2012 5:49pm - 222 views - 4 comments

Right now I'm sick in bed..refusing to get out because I know that the rest of the week is gonna be yucky while he's working. With that being said, my husband is out in the living room trying so hard to fold all the laundry(with a 15mth old who happens to love playing with it). He went grocery shopping with BOTH THE GIRLS!!!! Brushed and bathed the pup along with cleaned the bathroom from top to bottom! Wait..it doesn't end there...he then did the dishes and cleaned the kitchen...Awww...I owe him big..wait..I think the BIG belly I will be carrying around will be enough..:)

I am not one to sit back a let people do things for me.(o.c.d).This is pure torture..but, I can't move ten steps without having to sit right back down because I wanna barf!. So, I will take his help..he's doing a fabulous job!

So far I can't believe I'm going to admit to this..but I am so frustrated with this pregnancy. Pregnancy is always something so wonderful for me. At this point..I can't wait for it to be over. I know there is a big chance that my nausea will go away in a few weeks..but, what if it doesn't? I guess God wants to make darn sure that this is my last one..cause ladies...IF I HADN'T MADE UP MIND BEFORE GETTING PREGNANT THAT THIS WAS MY LAST...BEING THIS NASTY SICK MADE IT A 100% FOR SURE..NO MORE BABIES FOR THIS MAMA. I asked my husband "why in the world would the big man make this pregnancy miserable..?..its my last one..this one should have been a cake walk!" We concluded that it was to make darn sure we enjoyed the babies we already have..which by the way is so hard when I can't even lift my head to look at them. (sigh..sigh..)

Ok, I will try and stop complaining...on a good note..We have been so blessed in being able to get regular ultrasounds and watch our little grow. We just got one on friday and the heartbeat. This was such a beautiful moment as usual. It was a bit scary too..I was starring at that screen lookin and lookin for that heartbeat and didn't see it..(which was heartbreaking because we've seen and heard it already) then just as soon as I looked away and started sobbing..my husband says "AWWW..babe..I see the heartbeat and it's stronger then ever mama!!!" WOOOOWEEEE what a relief.. I don't know if I can go through another miscarriage. So far..so GOOD! the baby looks great and I have my first appointment on the 2nd of feb. Then I get to schedule my due date confirmation appt. when I want..We go to our military hospital and they do things a little different..They dont schedule the due date appt. on 12 weeks..its basically right before your first appt that they want you to schedule it. (So they have a good idea of what they are looking at when they see you)..Well..some how I fell through thier tight cracks and was able to set my own darn due date time. 12 weeks scan it is. This time I'm calling the shots..lmao..if only that was the truth.

Anywho, I am just rambling now so its a good time to sign out of this journal. Good luck to all you beautiful preggo mamas...I'm praying for all of you!!!

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Comment from proudmamaerica » Posted Jan. 23, 2012 6:05pm
I'm sorry you're awfully sick! :( I hope it eases up soon. My morning sickness with this baby hasn't been as bad as it was with my daughter. If I had that hypermesis crap there's no way I would get pregnant again either. lol. My friend had it, it's awful.

Comment from Mamaof2soon3 » Posted Jan. 22, 2012 8:14pm
Girlfriend....I'm not sure what hyperemesis gravidarum ...but...I'm guessing it has something to do with sickness...all pregnancy? YUCK! I dont know what I will do if I were told that I will be this sick all pregnancy. God bless you sweets..:( I was so fortunate not to have this with the first 3 pregnancies. It made me love being pregnant. Good luck to you. I'm following your pregnancy and look forward to watching you grow! Thanks for your families service as-well!

Comment from knicole27 » Posted Jan. 22, 2012 6:29pm
wow it cut off my ending there... anyways I always believe that God won't give us more than we can handle.. so.. we must be strong women! Good luck hun! thinking of you!

Comment from knicole27 » Posted Jan. 22, 2012 6:27pm
Reading this is just what I needed because I am feeling pretty much the same way. lol. We too are a military family but this is my first child and I was wondering the same.... "Why is this so miserable!?" I am 6 weeks and I have had nausea since a lil after 4 weeks but within the last fews days it has gotten a lot worse and I indeed have hyperemesis gravidarum. I knew about HG. I had a good friend that had it with both pregnancies and I prayed I would not be one of them but... I am apart of the small 2% unfortunately and it IS enough for me to say.. "uhmm I only want one" ha... I am half kidding half serious and for me knowing I still have either 6 weeks of this constant ER/IV thing going on for me.. OR it could be THE WHOLE 9 MONTHS! WHAT!? idk how I am supposed to even put on any weight in that case!? I am already looking anorexic with a vampire baby that is sucking every ounce of me that I have love. Though I still love it more than myself... and its lucky! ;) G


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