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My Due Date: August 28, 2012I have given birth!
Age: 37 years old
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26 weeks and 26 different emotions come with it!
By Mamaof2soon3 » Posted May. 21, 2012 8:43pm - 664 views - 5 comments
What an odd few weeks. I have had little to no time to my self. My children have really been dragging every last ounce of anything out of me. Between the stomach flu getting a hold of my whole family, and my husband being gone..I'm drained. I've kept a real good attitude considering.. but, I am completely over it now. We have our very first family vaca coming at the end of this week..this is after 2 very long weeks of my husband having 20 hr DAYS..yeah,,20hr DAYS in a row..for 2 weeks!! coming home and sleeping. :( My kids being in and out of dr. appointments..and me trying to sell a car along side of keeping up with the house hold chores. On top of all that, my girlfriend came back to town and is getting ready for her husband to return..Some how in the middle of all of my ruckus... she gets offended because I have not been able to spend as much time with her..I really don't know. I can't exactly help her with her unpacking anyway. I ended up getting chewed out by her and I just can't take all this. I've never got into a verbal disagreement with her before. Nor will I ever. I just had to give it a few days before talking to her again..because I was stewing over the crap she threw at me. She was being so completely rude and unsympathetic.. ugh!
Typically I can manage a lot better..but, I think that that's what I have been doing..my tank is EMPTY!
I went to the E.R. room yesterday due to full blown CONTRACTIONS right smack in the middle of grocery shopping..I was so scared! I thought..my poor baby was making her entrance! :*( Spotting..back pain..the works! Luckily..I was able to go home and do what..mop, laundry, and prep things for the next day.
A bit of good news...I get to go on VACA. to the mountains. We won a family vaca to a christian Family camp. I can't do any of the events..but they have childcare for the youngsters and for the things that the 5yr can do..her and daddy can spend some much needed time together while mama gets her first break...well..in 6yrs! No JOKE. I dont trust people with my kids..so I literally dont let people watch them. Self induced climbing of the walls sometimes..but, my kids are taken care of. :)
Also another piece of good My garden is doing just swell, it is my peace and serenity..I have a patio garden that has bloomed. Its looking hopeful. Makes me smile. I've already gotten to eat strawberries out of it!
Another good thing this week...my baby has finally been consistent with her movements. Which takes a lot of stress away due to the unknown! Not knowing if they are moving in there or their little heartbeats are still agoing..thats tough..So..now I get a reminder about every hour on the hour. Which is totally different from my other children. The slept for most the day. this baby goes all day and all night! I'm ok with it though..Helps fill the loneliness up. :)
This sounds like a pitty part journal..but is really just more like..documentation journal. lol Lets just pray that the 27th gets here real soon and I am able to finally close my eyes in peace. :)
Rub them bellies for Luck Ladies!
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26 weeks and 26 different emotions come with it!
By Mamaof2soon3 » Posted May. 21, 2012 8:43pm - 664 views - 5 comments
What an odd few weeks. I have had little to no time to my self. My children have really been dragging every last ounce of anything out of me. Between the stomach flu getting a hold of my whole family, and my husband being gone..I'm drained. I've kept a real good attitude considering.. but, I am completely over it now. We have our very first family vaca coming at the end of this week..this is after 2 very long weeks of my husband having 20 hr DAYS..yeah,,20hr DAYS in a row..for 2 weeks!! coming home and sleeping. :( My kids being in and out of dr. appointments..and me trying to sell a car along side of keeping up with the house hold chores. On top of all that, my girlfriend came back to town and is getting ready for her husband to return..Some how in the middle of all of my ruckus... she gets offended because I have not been able to spend as much time with her..I really don't know. I can't exactly help her with her unpacking anyway. I ended up getting chewed out by her and I just can't take all this. I've never got into a verbal disagreement with her before. Nor will I ever. I just had to give it a few days before talking to her again..because I was stewing over the crap she threw at me. She was being so completely rude and unsympathetic.. ugh!
Typically I can manage a lot better..but, I think that that's what I have been doing..my tank is EMPTY!
I went to the E.R. room yesterday due to full blown CONTRACTIONS right smack in the middle of grocery shopping..I was so scared! I thought..my poor baby was making her entrance! :*( Spotting..back pain..the works! Luckily..I was able to go home and do what..mop, laundry, and prep things for the next day.
A bit of good news...I get to go on VACA. to the mountains. We won a family vaca to a christian Family camp. I can't do any of the events..but they have childcare for the youngsters and for the things that the 5yr can do..her and daddy can spend some much needed time together while mama gets her first break...well..in 6yrs! No JOKE. I dont trust people with my kids..so I literally dont let people watch them. Self induced climbing of the walls sometimes..but, my kids are taken care of. :)
Also another piece of good My garden is doing just swell, it is my peace and serenity..I have a patio garden that has bloomed. Its looking hopeful. Makes me smile. I've already gotten to eat strawberries out of it!
Another good thing this week...my baby has finally been consistent with her movements. Which takes a lot of stress away due to the unknown! Not knowing if they are moving in there or their little heartbeats are still agoing..thats tough..So..now I get a reminder about every hour on the hour. Which is totally different from my other children. The slept for most the day. this baby goes all day and all night! I'm ok with it though..Helps fill the loneliness up. :)
This sounds like a pitty part journal..but is really just more like..documentation journal. lol Lets just pray that the 27th gets here real soon and I am able to finally close my eyes in peace. :)
Rub them bellies for Luck Ladies!
Comments for this Journal Entry
 | Comment from knicole27 » Posted May. 22, 2012 1:51pm Also Liam is crazy active too. I near feel him every hour... which I thought was crazy for 23 weeks! lol. You should have felt him on the plane during the turbulence I experienced flying out of there.. haha.. |
| Comment from knicole27 » Posted May. 22, 2012 1:50pm This sounds like me this week. Its been so emotional. I have been all stressed out. Not really taking care of myself :/ Bad! I know... but just wanted to let you know I understand. I am so glad you guys are going to get to go on vacation. It will be a nice break and breather. Take some time for yourself! :) |
| Comment from Mamaof2soon3 » Posted May. 22, 2012 10:25am THANKS PROUDAMAERICA...WE HAVE SUCH HARD WORKING HUBBIES! HEAD DOWN IS GOOD! BOTH MY GIRLS WERE PLANTED RIGHT IN MY PELVIC THE WHOLE PREGNANCY..THIS ONE IS HORIZONTAL! SO I CANT SLEEP ON EITHER SIDE WITHOUT HER KICKING AND EITHER HER HEAD OR FEET HIT MY SIDE ON THE BED. LOL LITTLE TURKEY! THE PROBLEM WITH HEAD DOWN THE WHOLE TIME..MY PELVIC AREA ALWAYS HURT..AND..MY RIBS! LOL KICKING FEET TEND TO IRRITATE THE CAGE FROM TIME TO TIME. LOL GLAD YOUR LITTLE ONE IS DOING GOOD! HOPE ALL IS WELL IN TURKEY!!! I CAN'T EVEN IMAGINE THE CHANGE! | |
 | Comment from proudmamaerica » Posted May. 22, 2012 1:38am btw, you look adorable in your pic!!! :) beautiful pregnant belly. :) |
| Comment from proudmamaerica » Posted May. 22, 2012 1:37am sorry things have been so stressful for you lately! glad you and baby are ok after having contractions, how scary! yay for a vaca, I hope ya'll have a good time! My husband works 12's and I miss him, I can't imagine him working 20's! Glad baby is moving a lot. :) my baby moves a lot too. I think she's head down, which is so different from my first who was head up. haha. Her little butt is always poking out. :p It makes me laugh. :) |
