turkishdelight1's Pregnancy
My Due Date: December 23, 2012I am postpartum » My due date was more than 2 weeks ago
Age: 48 years old
Location: Turkey
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pissed off today :(
By turkishdelight1 » Posted Apr. 28, 2012 11:32am - 344 views - 5 comments
think my mum has blabbed to at least one of my sisters about the pregnancy. in fact it is so obvious...due to personal reasons i didn't want any of them knowing until at least 12 weeks...they are lucky that i'm thinking of telling them at 12 weeks since on eof my sister's pregnancy was kept from me until march this year when i found out i was the only one who didn't know she was 20 weeks gone!!!! that hurt me bigtime. one thing i won't forget. anyway, got an email from the pregnant one today...first real contact i've had from her in ages...asking me how i am etc?! i smell a rat and i'm not happy. she can wait another fookin month before i get back to her.
second thing that's got to me today is my stupid thyroid! levels checked today and it's gone up again :(( i am so upset. The level is nothing major but it is over the recommended level for safe pregnancy. it just unnerves me. sent my endo an email to tell her, she's so crap she won't get back to me until next week. in the meantime, i'm worrying my ass off and wondering whether to up the drugs myself. they clearly need increasing, i might just do it for now and see what she says. pregnancy is supposed to send it a bit wacko, but when i can't get hold of my endo i feel powerless!
i just feel crap today :( maybe it's my hormones.
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pissed off today :(
By turkishdelight1 » Posted Apr. 28, 2012 11:32am - 344 views - 5 comments
think my mum has blabbed to at least one of my sisters about the pregnancy. in fact it is so obvious...due to personal reasons i didn't want any of them knowing until at least 12 weeks...they are lucky that i'm thinking of telling them at 12 weeks since on eof my sister's pregnancy was kept from me until march this year when i found out i was the only one who didn't know she was 20 weeks gone!!!! that hurt me bigtime. one thing i won't forget. anyway, got an email from the pregnant one today...first real contact i've had from her in ages...asking me how i am etc?! i smell a rat and i'm not happy. she can wait another fookin month before i get back to her.
second thing that's got to me today is my stupid thyroid! levels checked today and it's gone up again :(( i am so upset. The level is nothing major but it is over the recommended level for safe pregnancy. it just unnerves me. sent my endo an email to tell her, she's so crap she won't get back to me until next week. in the meantime, i'm worrying my ass off and wondering whether to up the drugs myself. they clearly need increasing, i might just do it for now and see what she says. pregnancy is supposed to send it a bit wacko, but when i can't get hold of my endo i feel powerless!
i just feel crap today :( maybe it's my hormones.
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Comment from turkishdelight1 » Posted May. 1, 2012 6:39am thanks girls. my endo DID actually surprise me and get back to me later the same day :) she said nothing to worry about and explained why it's gone up a bit (basically bc 2 babies developing), my dosage has been upped temporarily so feeling relaxed again now. | |
Comment from Layne-Shane » Posted Apr. 29, 2012 10:25am hang in there :) <3 | |
Comment from GypsyTasya » Posted Apr. 29, 2012 9:07am BIG /hugs nat. < 3 | |
Comment from BergiesGirl » Posted Apr. 29, 2012 7:39am Awww that's a bummer if your Mom blabbed. I don't trust my Mom. Lol I love her, but I know she would be so happy she would tell somebody. I don't know anything about thyroid conditions and pregnancy, but I hope your endo will surprise you and be more responsive. Oh and happy 6 weeks, Yipee! | |
Comment from knicole27 » Posted Apr. 28, 2012 11:41am Girl you and me both... hormones and feeling like crap! hang in there. Your not alone. :) |