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My Due Date: September 16, 2012I am postpartum » My due date was more than 2 weeks ago
Age: 34 years old
Location: Rocky Mount, United States
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Evil hormones
By excitedmommy2be » Posted Jan. 25, 2012 11:43am - 353 views - 0 comments
I know it's not just me but I feel as if I'm the only individual in this world that can understand all these crazy mood swings that the lovely early pregnancy hormones are causing. I'm also bipolar, so it's absolutely crazy around here. Some how I keep tunning my fiance out, which makes him mad, which in return pisses me off too! The only difference in him and I are that I have chronic hypertension and I have to walk on thin ice in order to attempt to keep my BP down low. I seem to be the ONLY person in this house hold that truely understands what stress and high BP will do to a developing fetus. I know my fiance cares about me and our child, but these hormones are turning me against him. I no longer know what to do, what to think, or what to feel. One moment I'm fine, the next I'm mad, and then crying as I'm writing this. I just wish my support team would give me a little bit more support, rather than shunning me for every little thing that is going on that I can't control. He wanted to have a child, but apparently he didn't do his research on these hormones. I'm only 6 weeks preggo and it scares the HELL outta me to think how the next 34 weeks are going to go. Sorry for the ranting, needed to get it out and off my chest.
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Evil hormones
By excitedmommy2be » Posted Jan. 25, 2012 11:43am - 353 views - 0 comments
I know it's not just me but I feel as if I'm the only individual in this world that can understand all these crazy mood swings that the lovely early pregnancy hormones are causing. I'm also bipolar, so it's absolutely crazy around here. Some how I keep tunning my fiance out, which makes him mad, which in return pisses me off too! The only difference in him and I are that I have chronic hypertension and I have to walk on thin ice in order to attempt to keep my BP down low. I seem to be the ONLY person in this house hold that truely understands what stress and high BP will do to a developing fetus. I know my fiance cares about me and our child, but these hormones are turning me against him. I no longer know what to do, what to think, or what to feel. One moment I'm fine, the next I'm mad, and then crying as I'm writing this. I just wish my support team would give me a little bit more support, rather than shunning me for every little thing that is going on that I can't control. He wanted to have a child, but apparently he didn't do his research on these hormones. I'm only 6 weeks preggo and it scares the HELL outta me to think how the next 34 weeks are going to go. Sorry for the ranting, needed to get it out and off my chest.
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