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By serenitee05 » Posted Feb. 1, 2012 8:12am - 356 views - 0 comments
January 2005 I gave birth to a beautiful baby girl at 8:10 am. Sadly she was to early to make it in the world with us physically but is here with her mommy and daddy spiritually. At that point 6 weeks after i gave birth to Serenitee Nikol, we began trying again, we were not able to, for only god knows the reason. Of course I was just turning 20 so, possible it was just to early for my time to be a mom. We then decided to wait until we were married and were stable to care for a child. we put a side our wants, and focused on our needs to become parents. In 2005 My boyfriend proposed to me, and of course I said Yes! October, 2006 we tied the knot saying our I Do's. We then still focused on our needs to become parents and we moved to better our selves and our jobs due to the economy where we originally lived, in 2007 we packed up and moved to Kentucky not knowing what was going to happen, we didn't have any jobs lined up or anything just our savings to live on and hoped we came across some jobs in our new living area. 2 weeks after living in Kentucky we found jobs! I am a Care giver for the state and My husband works for the rail road. We are now finally secured and ready to become parents FINANCIALLY (so we think). But come on! really? is anybody REALLY financially ready to become parents? besides the rich? We are not by all means rich nor are we poor. We are (i like to think) an average couple with good steady income. Well, in 2009 we decided it was time to give it a shot again I am not getting any younger and my biological clock is/was ticking! I am turning 27 in May but my husband is younger than I, he will be turning 25 in September. So I would like to think we are at a good age to try. Well come to find out it wasn't that easy to become pregnant. We tried and tried and tried, and nothing. We were talking in July of 2011 about giving it one more try and if we weren't pregnant by the end of the year 2011 we were going to get some fertility help. As we both would LOVE nothing more then to become parents. Then I was tracking my ovulation cycles, and noticed they were very off. I put my self down so bad! because I was un-able to give my husband a "family". We were going to give it one more shot on our 5th anniversary before we decided to get professional help. Our anniversary is October 21st. I ovulated between October 19-25. WE DID IT!! November 10th 2011 I got my BFP!!! So from what I got out of my experience is, NEVER GIVE UP HOPE! It's just around the corner any day, any time, when you least expect it! I am now almost 15 weeks, and baby is doing GREAT! I'm due July, 20 2012. :) Good luck to everyone! and lots of baby dust!! Lots of prayers needed also please. :)
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By serenitee05 » Posted Feb. 1, 2012 8:12am - 356 views - 0 comments
January 2005 I gave birth to a beautiful baby girl at 8:10 am. Sadly she was to early to make it in the world with us physically but is here with her mommy and daddy spiritually. At that point 6 weeks after i gave birth to Serenitee Nikol, we began trying again, we were not able to, for only god knows the reason. Of course I was just turning 20 so, possible it was just to early for my time to be a mom. We then decided to wait until we were married and were stable to care for a child. we put a side our wants, and focused on our needs to become parents. In 2005 My boyfriend proposed to me, and of course I said Yes! October, 2006 we tied the knot saying our I Do's. We then still focused on our needs to become parents and we moved to better our selves and our jobs due to the economy where we originally lived, in 2007 we packed up and moved to Kentucky not knowing what was going to happen, we didn't have any jobs lined up or anything just our savings to live on and hoped we came across some jobs in our new living area. 2 weeks after living in Kentucky we found jobs! I am a Care giver for the state and My husband works for the rail road. We are now finally secured and ready to become parents FINANCIALLY (so we think). But come on! really? is anybody REALLY financially ready to become parents? besides the rich? We are not by all means rich nor are we poor. We are (i like to think) an average couple with good steady income. Well, in 2009 we decided it was time to give it a shot again I am not getting any younger and my biological clock is/was ticking! I am turning 27 in May but my husband is younger than I, he will be turning 25 in September. So I would like to think we are at a good age to try. Well come to find out it wasn't that easy to become pregnant. We tried and tried and tried, and nothing. We were talking in July of 2011 about giving it one more try and if we weren't pregnant by the end of the year 2011 we were going to get some fertility help. As we both would LOVE nothing more then to become parents. Then I was tracking my ovulation cycles, and noticed they were very off. I put my self down so bad! because I was un-able to give my husband a "family". We were going to give it one more shot on our 5th anniversary before we decided to get professional help. Our anniversary is October 21st. I ovulated between October 19-25. WE DID IT!! November 10th 2011 I got my BFP!!! So from what I got out of my experience is, NEVER GIVE UP HOPE! It's just around the corner any day, any time, when you least expect it! I am now almost 15 weeks, and baby is doing GREAT! I'm due July, 20 2012. :) Good luck to everyone! and lots of baby dust!! Lots of prayers needed also please. :)
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