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My Due Date: November 30, 2012I have given birth!
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5-2-12 1st Appt Today
By ayoung102 » Posted May. 2, 2012 10:54am - 246 views - 0 comments
Just breathe. 3pm I leave work for my first doctor appt. I am 9w 1d and yes I have put off going to the doc until now. No worries though... I have been taking my prenatals since July 2011 + prenatal DHA + Vitamin B12 supplements (because I am vegetarian).
Last night I awoke with anxiety that almost made me sick, over my appointment today. I am praying to God to see or hear a heartbeat. My miscarriage in December has scarred me... I will finally allow myself to be excited if I hear good news today.
If there isn't a baby growing... then I have been suffering through nausea, headaches, light headedness, and bionic fatigue for nothing. So I better have something to show for it damn it!
Ok only a few more hours left. You can do this! What is my body telling me? That I have a healthy baby waiting to get its first picture taken today. :) What am I going to do to celebrate after the appointment? Yell it from the roof tops that I am pregnant! Ok I will probably just come home and pack and clean the upstairs of our house... but that is how I will feel.
On a different note our house is almost ready to show. Thank God, because this is grueling work. I work for 8 hours, come home and scrub the bathroom, wrap, pack and add more to my "to do" list. I am ready to be done. Today I decided that I can handle the stress, nausea, manual labor and inconvenience of the move IF I only have to deal with it during my first trimester. My next 2 trimesters better be smooth, stress free, sailing!
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5-2-12 1st Appt Today
By ayoung102 » Posted May. 2, 2012 10:54am - 246 views - 0 comments
Just breathe. 3pm I leave work for my first doctor appt. I am 9w 1d and yes I have put off going to the doc until now. No worries though... I have been taking my prenatals since July 2011 + prenatal DHA + Vitamin B12 supplements (because I am vegetarian).
Last night I awoke with anxiety that almost made me sick, over my appointment today. I am praying to God to see or hear a heartbeat. My miscarriage in December has scarred me... I will finally allow myself to be excited if I hear good news today.
If there isn't a baby growing... then I have been suffering through nausea, headaches, light headedness, and bionic fatigue for nothing. So I better have something to show for it damn it!
Ok only a few more hours left. You can do this! What is my body telling me? That I have a healthy baby waiting to get its first picture taken today. :) What am I going to do to celebrate after the appointment? Yell it from the roof tops that I am pregnant! Ok I will probably just come home and pack and clean the upstairs of our house... but that is how I will feel.
On a different note our house is almost ready to show. Thank God, because this is grueling work. I work for 8 hours, come home and scrub the bathroom, wrap, pack and add more to my "to do" list. I am ready to be done. Today I decided that I can handle the stress, nausea, manual labor and inconvenience of the move IF I only have to deal with it during my first trimester. My next 2 trimesters better be smooth, stress free, sailing!
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