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5-4-12 It's back again...
By ayoung102 » Posted May. 4, 2012 12:19pm - 292 views - 0 comments
The 48 hours of calm I felt after the ultrasound is waning. I am starting to feel those same gnawing feelings of worry. Is the baby ok? Why am I not nauseous this morning? Do I feel like I have more energy? Are my boobs still sore? Ouch! Yup they are.
I am at 9w 3d... but according to the measurements 2 days ago the baby would be measuring at 10 weeks today. Which means its possible that my 1st trimester symptoms are relieving and I should be jumping for joy. But instead dread and worry seem to be bubbling up from somewhere deep down inside. My only consolation is another doctors appointment on May 30th.
What happened to me? I used to be an optimist! Oh well... I guess I will have to find something to focus my attention on and just be glad I am not puking into my office waste basket. I could always test the nausea theory... wait too long to eat... or eat way too much. Perhaps, if my office lunch of baked spaghetti is tasty enough, I will gorge myself and see what happens.
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5-4-12 It's back again...
By ayoung102 » Posted May. 4, 2012 12:19pm - 292 views - 0 comments
The 48 hours of calm I felt after the ultrasound is waning. I am starting to feel those same gnawing feelings of worry. Is the baby ok? Why am I not nauseous this morning? Do I feel like I have more energy? Are my boobs still sore? Ouch! Yup they are.
I am at 9w 3d... but according to the measurements 2 days ago the baby would be measuring at 10 weeks today. Which means its possible that my 1st trimester symptoms are relieving and I should be jumping for joy. But instead dread and worry seem to be bubbling up from somewhere deep down inside. My only consolation is another doctors appointment on May 30th.
What happened to me? I used to be an optimist! Oh well... I guess I will have to find something to focus my attention on and just be glad I am not puking into my office waste basket. I could always test the nausea theory... wait too long to eat... or eat way too much. Perhaps, if my office lunch of baked spaghetti is tasty enough, I will gorge myself and see what happens.
The things we do...
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